wonk wonk wooonnkkk!!!

city huntah!

2012-01-27T14:30:00.003+08:00

The City Hunter Marathon has come to an end, i've skipped my time reading because i got hooked on how freakishly adorable Lee Min Ho is. i was never a fan of him when abs-cbn aired Boys Over Flowers because i was rooting for Jun Matsumoto (Jap Version) and his hair looks awful :| i got a closer look and he's REALLY CUTE! watching downloaded episodes with subs are way better than the tagalized version.

this scene is just an example how i fell head over heels with this guy :))
Bear Na na and Unlucky Guy :)

Dear Lee Min Ho,

This is HOT,

and this is NOT!

600th post!

2012-01-23T00:16:00.002+08:00

last thursday my mom sent me a message asking me to go her condo and spend the night and watch the "Sound of Music" at Newport. tickets were sold out so we watched it a while ago. it has been two years since i stepped at my former workplace. i saw that the Remington Hotel is still under construction, Star Cruises Centre is now shared by Genting and the Maxims, Marriott Hotel and Resorts World Manila is fully operated.

i wasn't 21 years old when i entered the casino, but i have to make a visit because it was needed, now it has a mall inside and one of the places where people go to spend the night out with their friends or family.

it was packed with people that i want to shove out of my way :))

before the play, we had dinner at Parmagiano, ordered Quattro Formiggiano and Frutti del Marre Pasta where my mom graciously made me eat 5 slices of pizza and half the share in the pasta bowl. takaw much!

it was 5 minutes before the play starts and my bladder decides that i have to pee, i missed the cast introduction but i got back in time for the first scene.

it was definitely a big production RWM managed, cool props and great cast, we managed to spot Ariel Rivera on one of the seats then my mom can't stop wishing that Piolo Pascual might be there :|

it is indeed the grandest play i have watched if i'm going to compare it to several plays i saw back in college., where there were minimal props that leaves something to the imagination.

what to do

2012-01-16T20:51:00.002+08:00

after days of patiently waiting for the video streaming to load...everyone...i am now at the 3rd season of The Vampire Diaries.

and with that, i have come to learn several things to consider doing such as writing a journal. yes. pen and paper, but it is so not me so my next project will include tons of picture and money and make a scrapbook :|

next, reading...the cast read a lot of journals from their ancestors and spells, so from now on, i better not skip on reading a good book. tonight, i'd probably look for another thrilling novel because Hans Christian Andersen's compilation of tales is not new to me, it might be the original version but i think i had a lot of disney storybooks that filled me out about the details years ago.

since vampires in this series are a combination of those who are addicted to blood and those who have self-control, diet :| i must have a healthy diet and lay off delivery foods that we opt for if none of us are interested to cook.

Ian Somerhalder

2012-01-13T15:57:00.001+08:00

HOT.

Need I say more?

way waaaay better than Edward Cullen.

oh daddy yo

2012-01-12T00:20:00.002+08:00

i'm getting worried about my dad and him drinking.

it started last year during our reunion, he forgot to take it easy and take his meds. the drunken side of him is really fun and sure i can waive it off one time but for someone who is diabetic, i don't think booze is quite helpful.

last monday, he went out with his colleagues and drank til dawn. partying on a weekday..really? and got home all excited and tired and even asked me to wake him up by 4am because he will be going to mindoro for a meeting. when i did, he acted like a teenage student who doesn't want to be bothered during his sleep because of school :| so i let him sleep

and just this evening, he got in and all jumpy...my welcome greeting was "UMINOM KA NOH!" :| he was all smiley and said "OO!" :| really? again...on a weekday!?

marathon

2012-01-11T19:13:00.002+08:00

time out from watching "The Vampire Diaries"

it had been a very productive week for me so far, i did the laundry yesterday and today, feed the dogs and sat in front of the computer for hours to watch.

and when i'm about to sleep, i read John Grisham's Playing for Pizza. there are a lot of JG books that my mom owns. quite thrilling. anyway, back to episode 22 :D

mica moo

2012-01-07T13:53:00.003+08:00

it's january 7 today and mica gave birth to one pup (after an hour). her husband spike wasn't all thrilled when i gave him his lunch...i wonder why, mica was the same...she barely touched her food and wasn't at ease. i found her spot all messy...torn newspapers as if she's building a nest like birds do when they want to hatch their eggs. while she was standing, she did a wave in her tummy like dogs used to do when they're about to poop, i suspect she was having a labor when she did that, so i immediately called my dad to place her in front of my aunt's room and there she went up to the plant box making her territory...and there it was...one puppy born on the 7th of january.

it was a total coincidence, last night as i was praying to sleep, i added a greeting for Max. my dog that passed away when i was in college.

*****
update!

as of 12:18am january 8, mica gave birth to 6 puppies and we lost one :( but still thankful that the 5 are okay.

now i'm trying to figure out how i can manage 10 dogs :|

it's time to look for families that wants to adopt all 5, ayayayaya!

lesser clothes more space

2012-01-05T13:25:00.002+08:00

typhoon "Sendong" came without a warning and killed a lot of people in the Mindanao region. it was all over the news, about the massive destruction that most of our brothers and sisters encountered, losing their loved ones and everything they own, starving and settling on evacuation centers during the holidays and up to now. as for those leaders involved, they play the blame game.

and for the most of us, we try to reach out as possible.. by saying our prayers and making donations.

as my mom said, she knew a lot of teachers that needed help because of the typhoon so finally, she get to rummage her cabinet(S) *emphasis on the "S" because all the cabinets they have in their room stores her clothes.

i wasn't planning to donate something since i already donated a lot when my friend asked me to give her some clothes for those who had a fire outbreak in Sucat. i'm not complaining but i was left with torn shorts because it's not nice to give away something that they can't use...in short, i gave all the good ones.

anyway, you never know what you got unless you really go through all your stuff. i have shirts that are in good condition that won't fit me anymore, it turns out that i've been giving away a lot of "pambahay clothes" and it's as if i still own a lot of it, so i gave some away...again...including most of the compulsory UST shirts our org produced and some clothes i bought online.

now all my stuff is organized and i like to keep it that way.

look into mi eyes

2012-01-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

i can't remember the last time i had sore eyes, sometime in high school or during my elementary days maybe, and thanks to my brother who spent his holidays/vacation leave having red, teary eyes...he passed it on to me...thanks!! :|

the feeling of having a bit blurry vision and having a morning star on every 5 minutes bugs me.

this morning, i went to my dentist to have my braces adjusted when i told her i have sore eyes...she freaked out :| she even asked her assistant to do the work while she coaches her. in the end, she did what she had to and besides that's what the patients pay for...quality service :)

hebigat

2012-01-02T13:12:00.002+08:00

on new year's eve, i was outside with my dad's camera waiting for the cool fireworks that our neighbors graciously bought for the celebration, then i hurriedly went inside to get the tripod when i slipped...and slipped and slipped! it was a bad fall, my brother and my tita saw it and as soon as i got up..they burst into laughter while i was trying to walk since my bum hit the floor so hard. now i have more scratches and bruises ever :|

for the last remaining minutes of 2011, i, again, had an accident for being such a klutz :((

year end special

2011-12-30T23:45:00.002+08:00

new year's resolution is a total cliche but i haven't made one because as they say, it's bound not to get accomplished.

i will try to take care of myself, i have a vice so to compensate, i'll drink milk every night :|
less facebook more reading, my mom's collection will do....
i'll try not to curse on my aunt's (possibly) menopausal age :| this one's hard since it's impossible for me not to get affected by her mood swings and bad vibes
no more doggie scratches or at least less doggie scratches
get over and done with my braces for the coming year and embrace the life of having a retainer :D
look for jobs that i'll stick to, not to get stressed about other people making loads of money, i need to focus on myself and what i want.
clean my room every 2 months :| not twice a year
i will be turning 23 so i should act like one, starting from my clothes...hopefully i'll get a job and get to upgrade my wardrobe to a more lady like options but still keeping my laid back ensemble or my usual look such as shorts, shirt and ballet flats.
get my hair permed, as always..there is a need for a girl to sort of change her look once in a while depending..again...on the budget.

huhu

2011-12-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

this may sound immature, but i just broke down in front of my mom because i had red marks all over my legs and my arm from my dogs who were misbehaving.

i untangled their chains and their constant reaction when i'm around or near them is being overly excited as if i wanted to play with them.

maybe it just hit me that if i continuously get scratches from them, it will all turn into scars and i might visit the clinic again for another round of shots.

i know i'm responsible to take care of them since i don't want to give them away but it would be nice if the man left at home would take effort on watching over them, that's the least my brother could do since he's just in front of whatever LCD he sat in front of. having sore eyes is not an excuse to help out.

i end up panicking and crying in the bathroom while my mom applied antiseptic all over the area.

supposed christmas post

2011-12-26T13:31:00.002+08:00

on the 23rd of christmas, my dad's brothers and sisters coming from different provinces in the south all came here for our family reunion. i was so restless, our plan to use plastic plates back-fired. i end up washing tons of dishes, glasses and cutlery. and i only have 80 pesos from my uncle :| no pila this year :((

my brother's coins were all scooped up by the younger ones and a couple of my cousins in my age...and what do i get?! nothing! i was too busy holding my camera :(((((((((

our clan is getting bigger. my cousins all have babies..or getting married. they even asked my brother to build a site for all of us to see :)) and i'm not going to do it :P i'm not going to be the admin.

by 8 pm, all mu uncles were drunk, including my dad who went all emotional and giddy when he sat down and talk to her sisters. i even escorted him to their room and planted his face flat on to the bed and barely moved for 2 hours :| that's how drunk he is.

and when you say drunk, this happens

brown doggie update

2011-12-20T23:18:00.002+08:00

i just saw him lying in front of our house waiting for his girlfriend :)

this is the sweetest thing i have ever since throughout this year.

puppy love.

dogs have hearts to, they have feelings like us. i just wish stray dogs will be rescued and treated right, get adopted by someone who will take care of them. these little things makes me want to visit a local animal shelter to volunteer and hunt those sons' of bitches that abused them.

love dogs

2011-12-20T14:43:00.002+08:00

before i got to bed at quarter to twelve, i go upstairs on my brother's room and to the balcony to smoke. i saw a brown dog and the next door's bitch together. last night, it's as if they went out on a date or a stroll and the bitch's curfew is by 12 am :)) it quickly ran to its house as the brown doggie follows. what a gentleman.

there were some nights when the brown dog patiently waits in front of the house just to check up on his girlfriend :D

so many people

2011-12-19T18:33:00.002+08:00

the daily habits of an unemployed girlie has been messed up since saturday.

Sat: went to ayala because my dad was generous enough to give me 2k to buy new clothes. as always, it is a bad idea to go shopping on weekends especially on holidays. the boutiques are jam packed and there are no more sizes available because everyone wants everything and left me nothing! darn you shoppers!

and everyone wants to be in Forever 21 and in the department store so i went to The Ramp and became disappointed because Ichigo had new design of oxfords and yet again..no more sizes available. DARN YOU SHOE AFICIONADO's!!!

about a year ago, i tried the light gray/cream oxfords in Cole Vintage...the lady was very accommodating...she gets new pairs for me to try on. i haven't made up my mind back then, the shoes made my feet look longer and it really looked funny on me skinny legs + long feet = :| so i told her that i'll just look around and pick it up after i'm done...then i bailed on her :|

a year later (saturday) the pair was still there and i finally bought it. so in the end, i kept my promise of purchasing it :|

i even wore it after i paid for it, then i saw Jonathan (batchmate) and he's also looking for something, so i went with him to catch up. our feet hurts that time, my shoes are new and it's not in the state for long walks, but the good thing is...i already have oxfords...the very shoes i've been eyeing for a year :))

Sun: it was 11:30 am and my mom woke me up (what the!?) because lunch is ready. i've been asked to go with her to do the grocery, it is difficult to cross out the items on your list this season. it's not easy squeezing through a parade of push carts to go from one isle to another, and my mom did not make a very good list either, i was asked to go back to the same isle to grab this and that...ugh.

Mon: Today. instead of staying in front of the pc (which i missed during weekends) i curled up in my bed and took a nap. i really wish that this year's reunion wouldn't be held here, it has been chaotic for the past 2 months and all i want is to be left alone in the house, without someone calling out asking for a pitcher of water, asking for money to buy this and that, calling out just to say that our dogs got out, hearing the dogs bark because my aunt's friends are outside and wants to come in and make our house a one stop shop.

I JUST WANT PEACE AND QUIET!!!!

let it be done until sunday

2011-12-15T18:52:00.003+08:00

i've been living in hell for roughly three months now. why did my dad just have to make a sudden decision to have a renovation in our front yard, hire three slow pokes to do the work, fire them and hire another three that are being babied by my aunt.

waste of money, waste of time.

blooduh!

2011-12-11T00:01:00.003+08:00

sorry, my lens is not that cut out for distant subjects.

a while ago, dad asked me to look up in the sky and check if there's an eclipse going on. i didn't know about it until he told me. so i went outside first, then i went to the balcony hoping i'd get closer :| and as you can see, the images have to much noise because i was a higher ISO. from time to time i go up to my brother's room to see the changes, it was no good since it was gloomy for these past days and this night is no exception.

i wonder if anyone actually saw how the moon turned blood red today.

:((

2011-12-10T02:06:00.000+08:00

oh my gad!

kinakalawang na ko, naduduleng na ko sa html codes. i.need.practice.

demmit!

project bloggie

2011-12-09T19:43:00.003+08:00

since my days were so unproductive and the only accomplishment i ever had is to level up on several apps in facebook, i will be making a travel blog.

it's either a new page in my tumblr account or here in blogspot.

yes i'm broke and unemployed but one day i'll be traveling just like my mom :))

project bloggie starts now.

ust hospital

2011-12-06T20:23:00.002+08:00

the girl who always gets her ankle sprained, bwahahaa! is confined at ust hospital for having UTI...ewh :)))

missing: zaidee manalo!!

i get to visit ust after a year and what with the gigantic stadium?! a lot has changed, the stupid "Ate Eva's Grill" changed it's logo and expanded..tsk tsk. no more "rice capades", hello to "greenwich", no more "Bean Hopper's" etc.

after our stay at kate's room, we rushed to Taft so i can finally get my diploma. ms roxanne said she won't be releasing my transcript since i didn't attend the TESDA assessment/exam (dad help me out!)

your guys said that it's not a requisite for me to graduate, and the test is simply to earn a certificate that can be used overseas if ever. why won't you cut me some slack!!!

dipper

2011-11-26T16:31:00.000+08:00

in the midst of being frustrated to get a 10 hour sleep and not being able to sleep :| i went upstairs to the balcony...look above and saw this one :) well the image above is quite exaggerated because i can't possibly see that much stars that looks like pixels from a tv that has bad cable. little dipper? i dunno...but i'm sure it is a dipper :| big or little i don't know :|

it pays to have kiddie books that tells you how awesome the solar system and the heavenly bodies :))

i guess that's why i was so addicted to sailor moon back then :D

wish list!

2011-11-26T15:32:00.008+08:00

i know it's still november, but the cold wind that gives you chills everyday is a fact that christmas is fast approaching, plus both networks are already airing christmas station id's and have their own countdown every night.

aside from the list i made on the "about me" page in this blog, i have several things i want to have this holiday

new pair of shoes (heels/flats) - my mom is stealing all my shoes so i'm left with nothing

new pair of jeans

finally get my hair permed and have it colored like leighton meester's hair in "Good Girls Go Bad"

CPL filter - it may be cheap for some people loving photography, but i'm broke right now, so there!

lenses :D - i want a prime lens (35, 85, 100mm macro) wide angle lens - 10-22mm. the only lens i could probably afford is the 50mm 1.8 :| atleast i'm not going to whine anymore on how heavy my camera is.

camera bag - not the sling bag or the back pack but the purse looking bag :| the one i saw in "How do I Look"

and finally, i just wish that there will be no bickering or making faces or annoying habits or deadma's here in our house between my mom and dad :)

shoo

2011-11-23T09:44:00.003+08:00

i have been sleeping around 3-4 am this week, perhaps i overslept a couple of days ago and again i have messed up my body clock.

and just when i'm almost there to lala land, here they come :((

it has been 3 weeks now since these guys (my dad hired) to the renovations on our front yard, boooy theeeyy aaaare slooooow.

first they blame me for not being up when they call out my name, then they blame my dogs for barking at them when they come in :|, then they blame the rain and those guys that should deliver the materials..in short, EXCUSES. they are good with that.

they're also good in asking for advanced payment ;)

if i have known that they will be earning as much as 8 FREAKING THOUSAND/week, i would have taken this job! they earn more...way mooooree than what i had back then.

numbers

2011-11-22T14:15:00.002+08:00

i just received a text from my mom who is 8 hours behind in from our current time here in Manila :|

would you imagine that your mom is sending you a text overseas just to tell you that she dreamt of several numbers that might be drawn from the lottery :))

the hair

2011-11-22T14:11:00.000+08:00

i want leighton's hair color in this video. will someone help me out? :((

nasipol ng adams family tune

2011-11-19T00:25:00.001+08:00

ga-graduate ka lang iha, hindi ka na-promote.

ha ha.

asa-ness!

bwoah!!

2011-11-15T23:26:00.002+08:00

i'm not drunk, i don't have a hang over and i'm definitely not pregnant :|

i just had a BAD breakfast this morning, i knew it smells funky and yet i ate it :| now i know if the food is spoiled and needs to go the trash and i should have trust my instinct.

i've been trying to hold it in since the interview, i noticed that there's something wrong with me when i don't have any appetite while i ate my baked ziti. the moment i came home, i went straight to the toilet and let it out. and throwing up just now was all i needed to somehow make myself feel better.

O_o

sleepy as a bumblebee

2011-11-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

i had been very busy today (sort of) my day started out by 6am...i had to feed the dogs and figured out what i should wear for an interview.

i was surprised when i checked the email they sent me and the call time was 9 am. to look for places i have never been before, i always make it a point to allot an hour assuming that i'll get lost but noooo i arrived an hour early.

and waited for 4 HOURS :( i really hate it when people can't just spare 10 minutes for initial interviews and makes US wait. but i stayed, battling my constant yawning, teary eyes and hunger.

the person who interviewed me was an indian. i had experienced talking to an indian and the accent really makes it difficult. it lasted for 30 minutes, i'm not going to claim that it has played to my advantage considering that i'm applying for something that is not evident on the course i took.

then i went home and found the carpenters sitting at the steps opposite our house, saying that they can't get in because my dogs are misbehaving :| no matter how big a person is, they are no match for my BOOMBOOM, LULU and BULLY. they were very unproductive and still asked for an advance. wait until my dad gets home, you guys won't get a single cent from him.

while they were working, my dogs got out and just ran through the streets as if it's their first time to taste freedom :| DISASTER. i end up chasing them while the rain is pouring very hard.

after that, i went with my friends on Romulo Pineda's funeral, dad of Kat (RIP) it was so sudden, and i really feel for my friend because she's going through a lot right now. especially on her condition, i just wish she'll keep handling things as this ends and have a peace of mind.

halloweenie

2011-10-28T23:37:00.003+08:00

one of my favorite holidays is Halloween, if that is considered a holiday. why? costumes, scary stories that seem to pop up during this time, movies and witch crafts are interesting. creepy but interesting.

a couple of days ago, tv shows started airing halloween related stories, one of which i randomly saw was an episode of US GIRLS where Iya Villania was sitting with some expert about the past lives of people. she showed him pictures of celebrities such as Anne Curtis who was a witch in her past life but still gorgeous, Charice Pempengco..a performer, Sarah Geronimo...a guy and is business minded and Iya...an adventurer.

so i did mine :|

just by entering my birth date...as usual...the only possible thing you could do when there's a calculation involved and here's what the site came up with.

sometimes i do read minds :| yeah i'm calm and sometimes may come off as if i don't care..hmmm :)

zzzz

2011-10-24T23:47:00.005+08:00

i'll blog before i go to bed.

since 9am, my pc was on so i could catch up on cityville goals :| watched two episodes of "the secret circle" and slected photos i took from the trip, made minor adjustments...photo merged some shots i took using the tripod and some were hand held :|

i don't know where to begin...7 hours flight from singapore on the 15th and arrived in australia last october 16...took a nap when we got to the hotel then off we went to look for the place where my mom will held their conference in the dockside.

sunny yet cold. the weather forecast i looked up didn't let me down this time :)

now my feet are swelling :| due to walking from Park Regis at Park Street...going north, west and east..i never went south because there wasn't much to see. when the time i saw the sydney opera house...all i could say was "finally!" then i asked someone if it's possible for me to get closer to the harbour bridge, he showed me how and when i got there...i couldn't take a shot at it :|

must have: wide angle lens

but the view was amazing!

now i'm getting bored about writing my adventure...so i'll just make it brief.

while sitting on the steps of the sydney opera house waiting for the sunset and to have a closer look on the city lights...someone proposed to hos girlfriend..downside? he didn't bring anyone to capture the moment :|
then i went to sit downstairs near the cove and a chinese woman with her daughter sat next to me...she BURPED (not holding back) and FARTED...TWICE
then i went to the farther side just so i could take a panoramic shot of the SOP and the bridge when a guy passed my way. he was carrying his daughter and i couldn't help but stare on how her daughter kept on stretching the gum she's chewing and said "daddy, my hair got caught in my gum" :| well that explains it.
finally it was 8pm and the sun had finally set...time to do my long exposures when an asian girl approached me and asked about her assignment about photography...i thought it'll just be for 15 minutes but it turned out to be a 1 hour of tutorial O_0 i waited 4 hours to do what i came there for and that happened :| i swear i was freezing but she didn't mind :| she even wants me to help her so to make sure, she asked for my email address.

there were lots of things to see, cultures i didn't know off, street performances, fashion houses, protests, etc.

and because facebook is giving me a hard time on uploading the shots i stitched together to form a panorama...i'll just post it here.

jet lag

2011-10-24T09:55:00.002+08:00

so this is how jet lag works...hmm...by the way i'm HOME!!! weee!

no facebook time for a week and i felt like i've missed a lot :|

as much as i want to blog about my previous trip, i must run some errands first :| ciao!

tired

2011-10-12T17:59:00.002+08:00

i don't have the will to shop anymore :| when i find myself in malls or tiangges and i have the money...i end up only buying a few and when i get home i always wish that i should've stayed longer and scouted pieces that could be of good use. it sounds like it's a bad thing :| in fact, it makes me not to spend my money in once place.

another thing that i really hate about myself when shopping is to look for stuff that costs less when the truth is the item is already cheap. that's the downside of being a cheapo like me :| now i can't find a pair of flat sandals that costs below 500 :(

and how come there are no more shoes in greenhills!? except those you see right after the guard at the entrance poked your bag.

lesson learned?

list down all the items you want to buy, don't lose focus! that top might look cute but your not getting the stuff you have to have.

350 pesos worth of marikina made sandals is worth it. they have the sizes and it's a good buy if you slap those slip-ons on someone else' face and it actually hurt...and your shoes are still in good condition.

by the way, is it me or shawls and scarves are really a thing nowadays? i was looking for a shawl that is peach in color and has a cool print but my mom won't let me buy some because she have tons of shawls in her closet.

next item must have will be body-shapers.

not yet packed

2011-10-09T15:00:00.003+08:00

few people only know that i will be leaving this friday and will be gone for a week. as i am (now) looking for possible attractions to photograph, i wanted to go on a bridge climb and have a bird's eye view on the sydney opera house. for $200 :| :(((((( it's not going to cut it :( now i'm regretting the days i had mcdonald's delivery (sob sob)

sharing

2011-10-08T21:52:00.002+08:00

i can't tolerate bickering, back stabbing, or a petty fight that have blown out of proportion.

in this house, or in any other house, moms are always the top nagger. period.

my mom deserves better acknowledgement from us whether she achieved something or bought something ridiculously expensive. to me...out of everything she worked hard for, she deserve something big with us supporting every single of it.

i kindly approached my brother to give up my tv set that is placed in his room (after all, it's mine.) for my mom and asked him to check out her place...these little things count. i can't help but to be in her shoes asking everyone for approval. the most difficult thing to do is to get my dad there. he was against my mom on buying the condo and i totally understand him, but again, everyone in this family should just be a bigger person and support whatever..just as they did when i messed up. that's all i ask.

she might be not around here as often as she want, she might be going overboard or trying to go out on a limb when she helps someone and sometimes, she might not be the best person you can count on when it comes to handling her money, but she's my mom and all that is left for me to do is to be behind on everything she do no matter what :)

are condo units supposed to be small?

2011-10-08T14:14:00.002+08:00

after months of asking the whole family to come to her place in quezon city, i finally gave in. i just got home form mami's condo where i spent the night, it's still a working progress...she's yet to fill the whole unit up. i asked a lot of questions and pointed a couple of flaws when i was there, she can't blame me...it's worth 3m O_o so yes. i'm allowed to whine.

one of the perks of sleeping over is i don't get to hear my tita bitching out. atlas. peace. she curses our dogs, neighbors, my mom, and her clumsiness.

rain

2011-10-03T13:26:00.002+08:00

despite the fact that a lot of people are suffering from the heavy rainfall that we are experiencing nowadays, i saw something beautiful about it.

as i went up to the terrace to have a smoke (usual spot) i saw how the wind adds up to the direction on how it will fall on our roof, how these huge droplets fall from the leaves and how it sticks to the electric wires and slide of to the other side. while looking at it, a song i've heard months ago kept playing in my head and i just want to make a senseless film about it :| that is, if i know how :|

unsung hero

2011-10-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

when i had 5 pups and 3 grown up dogs, i often keep to myself my stress so that people in here won't give them away. even now, having 5 dogs is handful. you could tell just by looking around, you would see all our plants squished..pees and poops (CHAOS) but try to look at this guy, saving stray dogs and feeding them everyday. 140 as the article says..140 dogs living in his house :)

i really wish that those two sons of bitches would get caught and have bad karma for the rest of their life.

digibox

2011-09-28T15:05:00.002+08:00

i'm beginning to think that having my own phone in my room is a bad idea. i bought my own unit so i could easily get it when i'm asleep, now, it's just screwing me up on my sleep.

a while ago, someone from the sky cable called and asked if everything's fine with our cable. i checked and got back to her saying that there's still no connection...then she asked me to open the digibox and started giving me directions. para siyang armalite na dire-direcho magsalita. so i hang up on her >:P i'm trying to say something and your not even listening. thank you for the wake up call by the way. psh.

i now can pair you up with the chowking girl who ruins my sleep just to give me a reminder if we would like to have something delivered.

5 hours sleep

2011-09-24T14:32:00.002+08:00

and i'm all cranky.

i received a message from ms. bangs,she asked to cover 2 events on the 16th. double pay and i have to turn over the shots at the end of the day. i told her i couldn't make it, then she said "sayang! for vanity fair yung event, anyway thanks and enjoy!"

was she being sarcastic? :|

am i going to miss out a star studded event that would be a great addition to my ala-paparazzi portfolio? :)))

vanity fair or australia? :) no. i'm good :D

oh dear soda

2011-09-24T02:46:00.002+08:00

too much soda = trouble sleeping.

and again i'm hearing the roosters doing the wake up call. psh.

so i finally got my visa, it was easier than i thought...after 2 months of nagging my mom to take some time off on her busy schedule to complete all her requirements..after a week voila!

she did pay a visit a while ago, she dropped by to gave me the money she owed dad. it looked illegal when she handed it to me...a thick bundle of cold cash stashed in an envelope :)) for 5 seconds i felt like i'm filthy rich!

JGL

2011-09-22T15:14:00.004+08:00

Dear Joseph Gordon-Levitt,

when i was a kid and i decided to watch rated PG shows other than cartoons, i always flip the channel to watch 3rd rock from the sun :| you were so adorable sporting your semi long hair that you tuck behind your ears....but now

you turned out to be a hottie especially when you're hair is all messed. i can't believe you're 30!!!! :| i'm not attracted to heath ledger and i can see the resemblance of the two of you but you, man, are awesome!!

Joseph Gordon-Levitt is not the boy next door nor the bad boy type but for some reason...he exudes a certain hotness :|

i gotta watch ellen degeneres show more often...last night was a back to back eye candy for me. this guy right here promoting 50/50 and Adam Levine! rocking "Moves Like Jagger"

tv for now

2011-09-20T01:27:00.002+08:00

i have spent 9 or 10 hours in front of the tv and dissed facebook for today. there's so much new shows that i can't miss this month.

like the emmy's and the pilot episode for this cycle of antm hmmm....not as cool as i've imagined.

bye zye

2011-09-19T00:14:00.002+08:00

after 2 or 3 years, i get to see zye again. she's a high school classmate and one my closest friends i had. we lost communication when we went to college...no hi's or hello's. we think she changed a lot having a new crowd in her school. some of my friends don't really get her, i guess i got used to how she acts that why i didn't mind.

one of the things i can't forget about her was that we had the same crush when we were in 2nd year high school and we used to have a contest on "who is better? mandy moore or jennifer lopez?" :))))

she really is a nice girl...misunderstood on some ways because of gossiping and meddling on some people's business.

we will miss you and hope you have a blast in US :)

sleep together

2011-09-18T00:54:00.002+08:00

as of this very moment, i'm blogging while my dad is sleeping on the couch.

my mom's in their room sound asleep while my dad is here in the living room. the silent tension between this two really bugs me. how i wish that they'll get over their money issues >:|

cable

2011-09-17T00:12:00.003+08:00

i would like to thank sky cable for doing a banged up job on having their viewers miss whatever they are watching. because of you, i didn't have my 8pm-ish dose of matteo guidicelli. >:|

btw, he just made it to my crush list! weeee!!!

when i first saw him on tv, i don't get it why some girls went gaga over him...after taking this shot on one of the events i covered...i still don't get it.

until i watched "My Binondo Girl" where he plays as a happy go lucky guy, now i know!

i sure hope that Gift Gate still sells pillows that has his face printed on it..the very pillow i gave elaine for her birthday a few years ago :| though i have a stack of pillows that i've been kicking out of my bed during my sleep, i'll definitely make room for him (it) :))))

i hate you coco martin for punching his sweet face!!!!

---
on the other note, what is this i heard that there's going to be a toll hike? is this their idea of getting rid of bottlenecks on some areas?

Zooey Madness

2011-09-16T15:21:00.005+08:00

I get to watch the trailer a couple of months ago and i've been waiting for Fox to air this new series starring Zooey Deschanel!

love love love it!!!

her character is dorky, weird and fun and have been dealing with a bad break up. maybe i should move out and live with 3 other guys :|

my poor feet

2011-09-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

mami and i went to one corporate plaza around makati to turn over our application for the visa. it very different from the very first one i had. no interviews what so ever, i guess that's how things go when the embassy decided to outsource, meaning they sort of have a call center that also checks your requirements and they'll be responsible for having them brought to the embassy for processing.

i just can't keep my mouth shut back there, all the fees are really ridiculous. it's as if they are ripping you off up close. tsk.

i called them a couple of weeks ago, someone answered and gave me the numbers to dial so i could know the details....after dialing and being transferred to several people, i end up with the same person whom answered my first call :|

i asked him what form should i filled up if my mom's intent is purely business and she's bringing me along, he said form 456 and it's up to the embassy if i'll be declared as dependent.

then this morning, the guy at the front desk asked me if i'll be participating the conference..if i have a job or go to school.... he then asked for our invitations to check with his other colleagues and said that we'll have to pay 5,700 each (fee for business visa)

when my mom and i are in the elevator to go to the bank for a manager's check...i asked her "kung di ako dependent (because i'm over 18 years old) dapat tourist visa sakin...so dapat 5,300 lang ang fee ko" which made sense since it wasn't indicated in the invitation that i'll be joining them for the conference.

in this kind of situations...i asked all the questions to my mom...she just doesn't retaliate with these people! haaay!

then when our number was called to proceed to the window for everything to be checked...the guy said that the embassy might ask for another form for me to fill out (tourist form) i could have done it while i was there but they just want to check with their officers first if ever our first attempt will be granted. 400 pesos over if ever. 400 pesos!!!! then my mom paid another 1,200 for the courier....600 each. i say what the hell!!! magkaiba ba tayo ng bahay na pag dedeliveran?!!?

geez!

shame! shame!!!

family reunion

2011-09-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

i just knew that when a person turns 60, it should be celebrated in a most memorable way.

my tita lee is having her party at luisiana right now with most of our relatives. my dad and i get to see everyone but can't stay all night to have fun because we just asked my mom's colleague to drive the company car (to/from)

i am so under dressed for these occasions. we don't have any clue that we should be wearing a semi-formal attire...awkward and at the same time a blessing because they asked me to take a photograph of everything i can and it was celebrated in their town plaza :|

i wanted to go so much because i don't want them asking what i'm doing right now. like the conversation we had with tito quing. he said i should try applying in qatar airways as a flight attendant, he also mentioned how well educated his kids are while my dad tried to force his way in the conversation to tell him that i have a job offer in singapore. i so thank my dad for coming in to save me :))))

a part of me wants to stay longer so that my dad could have fun with his brothers and sisters and stay for the 60 flying lanterns...cool huh? it's a gimmick they made to celebrate my tita's birthday....so i told my brother to do the same thing with our dad. he so deserves it and we're going to celebrate it and invite all of our relatives. i'm going to save up for it as soon as i get a job.

sitting like a monkey

2011-09-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

my kitty cat freaks me out, he's cute and all and he keeps rubbing his body against my leg, the next thing i know...i'll feel a stinging pain because he bit me for no reason :|

i really don't get cats :|

now i can't blog because he's roaming arouNd my chair :S

biatch

2011-09-06T19:53:00.003+08:00

today was very productive..and yes im being sarcastic.

i went to an agency who got hold of my cv for a job in singapore. they say that they prefer students who went to the TOP 5 schools in the country. it was my first time to do that and i wasn't really planning to pursue it because my mind is not set to live and work overseas for 2 years but i tried it out anyway to make matters clearer.

some agencies could sometimes deceive you. so beware if you think they are asking for too much..sometimes going with your gut works best. CA Newfoundland was okay. they are legal but there's always a catch. for example, they already disclose the amount that you'll be getting if ever you took the job, if it involves a couple of digits...yes it's tempting and that's natural but what if you could get more? hmmm...what if the amount they laid out was already cut so they already have a guarantee money in their company? yes placement fees are part of it, but there's no harm if you could get the right information so you could assess if they made a profit out of you reasonably...or you've been just ripped off.

what i experienced today was an interview via skype with a singaporean employer working in Ferragamo. cool huh?! they are offering us this "STORE CUSTOMER REPRESENTATIVE" a much formal name for a sales lady :))) sure there's nothing wrong with it if i'm going to work for a high-end brand and the offer is really high, but am i willing to sacrifice 2 years of my time to be away with my.....doggies!?!! :))))))

on my way home while i was in the bus...i have sort things out (you could think rationally when you're in the bus you know?) i could go there...look for a place to stay...pay for the rent, bills...etc. on my own while earning as much as a fresh grad could get or i could stay here...broke but happy :) whatcha think!?

tasteful yet difficult

2011-09-05T17:35:00.002+08:00

i'll be naming foods that i really find hard to eat but once i popped it into my mouth...i can't stop

tacos- i just had these a while ago. i'm trying to relive what our schools canteen sells back in elementary days. ground beef...cabbage and lots a cheese-uh! the taco shell is made out of deep fried lumpia wrapper that i prefer rather than ready made taco shells bought in the market...it's thin and tastes bland which make me give more love to the cheesy goodness. it's hard to eat because it cracks and will be all over the place once you take a bite out of it. i'm hoping there will be a deconstructed tacos just like what i had in school...i think it's way better than what they sell in taco bell :D
crustaceans - prawns...crabs..the kind where you'll be spending most of your meal time peeling the shell or breaking into those claws to get the meat out

now i can't think of anything else :| what a waste of space to post all this :|

oh my god

2011-09-02T23:14:00.003+08:00

my neck, my back, my chest hurts all because of my constant coughing.

i can't breathe, i force to cough just to clear anything when i inhale but i don't know how to spit out phlegm...yuck!!!

i don't usually get sick but if i do..it's huge. i feel like i could die.

i can't lie down with my back because i can't breathe i do so...so i have to stack pillows where my upper body could be inclined.

i wanted to double the dose of what i'm taking right now but i don't want a repeat of what happened last night...i threw up :((

enjoying my bracket free teeth

2011-08-31T12:06:00.002+08:00

hihi!

i have no braces! i have no braces! my lip is bleeding! my lip is bleeding! nananananana! :|

one of my previous brackets was deformed so the dentist decided to replace everything. she gave me 2 days to enjoy my bare teeth :|

nakaka umay pala mag tweet

2011-08-30T14:49:00.002+08:00

most of the people i follow tweet almost about everything. they tweet when they just got home, tweet when they're about to have a meal or snack, tweet about when they can't log in in their account, tweet when they're about to go some place else, etc etc.

it's flooding my timeline :|

a tweet or two will be fine

wwe star crush

2011-08-29T13:53:00.002+08:00

i grew watching WWF turned into WWE.

i even thought that everything that is shown was real until i came to the right age :|

Jeff Hardy is my ultimate crush in WWE :)) he took a break for about a year or more then came back rockin' his way to the ring!

yes. there are good looking guys in wrestling! and he's one of them!

last time to pay our respects

2011-08-28T23:13:00.002+08:00

my day started when i heard my mom already arrived from cebu. she kept calling me out to have our brunch. my brother and his girlfriend are still in bed so it was me, my tita, dadi and mami who had our meal. my mom wants me to go to tito caloy's memorial service..a few days ago i really wanted to go but i think they don't want me to :| i dunno, for some reason they still think i'm a little kiddo who needs not to participate in this solemn events.

i end up accompanying my mom and tita together with some of our neighbors to the mass then to the Forest Lake where tito's remains will be buried.

again, i'm trying to empathize with the family whom just lost their beloved by trying not to smile but my mom's just plain weird :| it was her first time to take a look at the calm looking body of tito caloy in the coffin and it was also a good timing because all tita nelly and her family needs are support from their relatives and friends.

when we were in biñan for the eulogy, i'm trying my best to held back my tears. i don't want to break down in front of my mom...i find it awkward....but all those messages i heard are really heartfelt and touching. especially from kuya ian (son) he lost his dad and if i were in his shoes...i won't even have the guts to stand in front of everyone and deliver his dad's final words.

it was also the first time i saw my mom teared up.

my tita told us that tito caloy wanted a grandchild of his own. every kid in the block kept calling him "lolo". he told kuya ian about this "kelan ba ako magkaka-apo...marami natawag sakin ng lolo pero wala pa ako tunay na apo"

it turns out that kuya ian and ate daisy (wife) wanted to get married before having a baby...but for his dad, they compromised. "anong pakialam natin sa sasabihin ng ibang tao kung para naman sa ikabubuti yung gagawin natin" so from that...sam was born...the first grand daughter.

kuya ian even considered to have a civil wedding instead but tito caloy told him "hindi mo ba alam na ang dream ng every girl ay mag walk sa isle"

true.

all he ever wanted was to have a grandchild but not to put pressure or put the couple on the spot. but for love, everything is all good.

the tito i used to see walking from their house to somewhere...wearing shorts and loose sando with glasses on...shed several pounds surprisingly turns out to be this most kind person that touched a lot of people's lives.

i used to think that your worth is not measured on how many people loves and cares for you, but it doesn't hurt to see that A LOT of people got your back..why? because you matter to them.

still it doesn't justify how little or huge a number of people will show up on your wake, you just have to know that they are there to support you all the way.

:}}

2011-08-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

i'm going to be a good girl and won't post another fierce picture of cel :)))))))

Mina adds to my struggle of being productive...the bed weather is really a bed weather and that's an excuse for me to stay in bed and lie in bed while watching :))

for something as relaxing as this day is...how come there's nothing good to watch!? and why can't i play sims social in facebook!? WHY! i'm beginning to think i'm the only one who can't play while others are with their sims. tsk.

gastos

2011-08-25T00:06:00.002+08:00

i am one big spender. unintentional and it just happens. i don't know why :|

i am the only one in here who doesn't have a job so i guess it's okay for my dad to spend on me...but shame on me! i'm trying not to ask anymore because i think it's too much...even though they are willing to give me money, there's a part of me that says "you suck! get a job!" :|

***

i tried to listen on fm radios before i go to bed so i could get updated on what songs they have on their playlist and i've been meaning to blog about what are those cool jobs that requires sacrifice

DJ's (disc jockeys) - you get to play music all day long, you're good quality voice will be broadcast nationwide, you get to meet awesome people who'll drop by in your booth and sometimes you get unexpected presents from shy fans who leaves food, etc. outside your door :| the downside is you are stuck on holidays or on special occasions...probably missed out important happenings in your life :|
Network Peeps - those who work in top networks that where people see your shows everyday. again...no holidays, low pay and working on exceedingly hours. social suicide :)

if i want to be peyton sawyer...sacrifices shall be made :((

one may get used to it but it will never be the same

2011-08-23T23:12:00.003+08:00

i just found out this afternoon that Tito Caloy passed away. He was our neighbor that was one of the people i knew back when i was little.

funny story about him was that i used to go to their house every christmas to ask for "aguinaldo" because i thought he was my godfather...then my tita told me that he was not ... it was my parents' office mate...that was awkward. but still...he never refused to give me gifts and take me as their own godchild. that was nice. as years passed, i quit asking for his hand to make "mano"

i was there a while ago with kuya and tita to pay our respects. i don't do good in these kinds of things....to show sympathy...mostly i just kept quiet. as i walk in to their house...i saw tita nelly (wife) crying while telling how things went this afternoon...i even saw kuya ian (son) getting all teary-eyed because of their lost.

i was really surprised on how things turned out. all of us here in our street were shocked...

now i'm starting to think that this month is really cursed...i've known a couple of people passed away...

i tried not to get emotional about it but i considered him as one of the people that really looked out for us when we were young...us meaning me along with my playmates.

to keep things light and casual...most of my tita's (the moms around here) tried to joke around and gave a few chuckle...i tried not to because i really don't think that this is the time to just laugh it off. i tried to hold it in for a moment when my ninang who sat next to me kept on murmuring the rosary...

while tita nelly was telling us how things went in the hospital...where tito can't really bear the pain he's feeling...he grabbed his wife's and son's hand as if bidding his goodbye....i can't help but think that maybe if i'm in his position...i would do the same...

the bad thing about this is that there's a chance for him to survive..but it was too late for them to get to the doctor that could help them out. based on the story...the nurses kept on doing several tests when in fact his body can't take anymore pain...and they even want to make them pay the down payment or the fee for them to accommodate them. what the fuck.

maroon maroon maroon maroon maroon

2011-08-22T16:39:00.002+08:00

drum roll please!!!

(br brbrrrrrrrr) :|

Adam Levine made it to my boy crush list! tenen!

I was supposed to watch the whole episode of "The Voice" last night because of the teaser they aired on AXN. it just so happens that my brother and dad were watching the 4th installment of Pirates of the Caribbean downstairs...and i don't want to miss it.

hopefully i get to watch the pilot of their season 2 this week.

he's fun, cute and so determined to win! GOOOO ADAM!!!

werk

2011-08-22T14:41:00.002+08:00

i was busy tweaking my dad's new/old phone when i received a message from Ms. Bangs. She wanted me to send all the photos to her house via courier. i wasn't planning to do the post-processing of the photos i took last saturday anytime this week. i immediately load it up on the pc and did a couple of adjustments, will have it burned and send it tomorrow morning :|

plus i will be doing a fashion shoot for her some accessories she's planning to sell this coming september...

bagag!

2011-08-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

i now own a new samsung phone thanks to my dad and also thanks to my mom for doing the honor of wiping it out on my hand causing it to fall flat on the floor :| unang binyag.

i'm getting used to the qwerty style...bwaahahaha! now i would take care of it....i won't lose it nor have it snatched or break it.. i promise!

teach me how to doug...t-teach me how to doug

2011-08-21T01:38:00.002+08:00

that song is stuck in my head.i

just got home form today's work, i get to cover for the event planner her nieces' birthday...a sweet 16 and a girl turning 13. as always the setting was all glammed up...pretty in pink and purple.

the photos are still in my memory card and is hall work on it tomorrow.

the best part of the event was 2 tables filled with sweets for everyone...at the end of the day...i get to grab ANYTHING I WANT! bwahahah! i have a loot full of milk pastillas that i've been craving for since forever...jelly beans...mini m&m's and some cube chocolates. 2 chocolate fountains for a fondue. i get to sweep mallows after my work and just join everyone for a treat. it way better than trick or treat :)))

i also sow a celeb that i'm not familiar with but he's kind of cute and he knows how to doug :| maybe i'll include him on my boy crush list.

on my way to decagon silver city (venue) and back here at home...weird stuff or people came along the way. a cab driver whom is so lovin' the music playing and even beat everything he could hit in the car as if he's playing drums :| and a bus conductor whom i sat next to just a couple of minutes ago that threw up out of the blue :| good thing he didn't do that next to me :D

>:(

2011-08-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

days are better when i'm all alone in the house..so long as there's this money issue between my parents i really feel like i'm have a broken family.

as much as possible i don't want to brought up anything that concerns my mom or money when i talk to my dad so he could spare me the talk on how pissed he is...i wish my brother would do the same!

come on dude. why do you have to rub it in!? i hate it when we finally have everyone in the table to enjoy the meal and everything will be spoiled because someone doesn't know how to shut up.

if this goes on, i'll save money to get my own place...bring my doggies with me and they can do the backstabbing all they want.

Paris Hilton

2011-08-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

the hotel heiress as most of us know have been staying here for a week and as I am blogging about her right now..she might be sitting First Class on Cathay Pacific or some other airline if it's not a direct flight.

i just saw my high school batch mate's video of HER following Paris on the CX Lounge and went gaga over her :))

Girl: Hi Paris!
Paris: Hi!
Girl: OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!

one of the perks you'll get when you work as a ground attendant is catch a quick glimpse of celebrities or international rock stars and divas when they arrive and about to leave.

i even tried to take a picture of avril lavigne even though it specifically says in her requests that she doesn't want to be photographed.

but what i never did is to look like a crazed fan that's leaning towards stalking :)))))))

cdc waddup!

2011-08-17T16:00:00.001+08:00

Someone have made it to my boy crush list :)

Sterling Knight aka Chad Dylan Cooper from "Sonny with a chance"

why do i fall for chinitos :))

here i go again

2011-08-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

and there it goes again. i just saw another picture of a batch mate in venice, italy :(( most of them are out there conquering the world in their own way and i can't help saying "sana ako din!" :(

time will come and when it happens "agatha will do world domination" bwahahah!

i'll be like my mom and i will go places.

i'll start with letter "A" hahha!

boom

2011-08-15T18:30:00.002+08:00

i woke up around 3 am, stunned from the heavily pouring rain and the roaring thunder. i tried to calm myself...maybe this is a growing fear.

i tried to sleep but for some reason i was a bit paranoid...it's as if i heard someone banging on the door...then i heard our dogs bark at something which add up to my suspicion. i immediately got up and check all the locks, i even looked outside if someone's at the gate. it is creepy when all you can hear is the out pour of the rain. i went to the kitchen and again my tita's room is wet and it went all the way to the kitchen. i was too tired to mop it so i just threw a couple of door mats to absorb every amount of water it possibly can.

opposites

2011-08-14T23:18:00.004+08:00

meet my new crushes and soon to be boyfriends :D

someone who sings but has two left feet...

and someone who can bust a move but can't sing at all

things to do

2011-08-14T16:51:00.002+08:00

i've got so much stuff to do and i always end up not doing it.

i need to look for an application form of australian visa for my mom. how come most forms are really difficult to find!? the site kept suggesting several links and still no form to download? facts..facts...all facts!

i.am.not.a.snob.

2011-08-14T01:28:00.003+08:00

a friend told me a while ago that my high school classmate called me a snob :|

SCENE: he saw me at Quiapo while i was busy discussing something about my classmates on where we should go for a photo walk. he came up to me in the middle of a dilemma (due to not making up our minds on where to go *annoyed) and said in a very time consuming greeting "uuyyy!!! agatha! (low-five) nag po-photography ka pala!!!" and i just gave him a nod and on to my previous conversation with my classmates.

it turned out that before he approached me, he told his friend that he knows me and even bragged about it :| he said "tignan mo...classmate ko yan...kilala ako nyan!"

after our brief greeting...his friend told him "AKALA KO BA KILALA KA?! HINDI NAMAN ATA E"

another incident was he was on the same place and i might have been there too (dunno when) and he said i just passed by him without saying hi :))

i find this actually funny.

of all the places where i could take some time and chat with someone i know...it definitely won't be in Quiapo :))

sorry if i come off as a snob...and i also apologize if your friend didn't take your word for knowing me. it was just BAD TIMING :))

and i'm most certainly not a sociable person...peace!

nuvali part 2

2011-08-14T00:48:00.003+08:00

as much as we want everyone to be there when we hang out...not all could come. we miss sarah :)

pictures will be posted tomorrow and as mentioned, i'm not allowed to tag them on every shot :)) they want to make their own album on fb.

today was fun!

picture taking on every corner of that semi-deserted place and a slice of pizza for everybody :D

hello we meet again.

2011-08-11T23:47:00.003+08:00

i wrote all of mami's contacts from her phone to paper. after that, i'm stuck with N95 which is sort of a nice thing so no one's going to bug me anymore on the "i own that, i own this" matter.

it's nice that she dropped by with all the groceries then took off again at the office for tomorrow's work.

my mom apologized when i asked her yesterday if she's going home..maybe she feels that she's missing out on us...in my case..i just want everyone to be around...not fighting or making faces.

mahiyain ako

2011-08-11T00:28:00.003+08:00

i've been bailing out on a lot of people lately, including my best buddy :(

i just don't want to go out these days...there's so much going on in my head right now and to be honest...i'm in the lowest part of my life right now (so far)

still no job and i have a bad haircut :|

i promise i'll make it up. my eagerness to have an adventure is MIA right now.

i am hopeless

2011-08-10T16:42:00.001+08:00

depress

2011-08-09T17:04:00.002+08:00

a huge amount of hair has been chopped off and it's starting to look not so good so i'm thinking of another haircut.

not to self. don't let anyone touch your hair other than kuya mario. no dario or rino or any other stylist in bench fix.

i need to clean my room because there are visible dust bunnies on every corner and organize my closet... probably having a second look on things i don't wear anymore and give it to someone else other than my mom.

i've been doing a catch-up episodes on pretty little liars up to now since i always missed out the match airing.

i bailed out on my supposed meet up with kate and mely today because i wasn't feeling well. they must be having a retail therapy so my lost.

no words can describe how depressed i am right now and there's no point on blogging about it since it won't make a difference. i guess i'll just have to keep myself preoccupied.

i'll just wait for mami

2011-08-08T20:24:00.002+08:00

i'll give you back this phone as soon as mom gets home. if i wasn't waiting for important messages from several companies i would be fine without one.

fyi. i didn't broke your other phone...you sat on it dummy.

it's as if i have a cursed hand that breaks anything. kaasar. exaggerated masyado.

PAWS

2011-08-06T21:44:00.003+08:00

humans could be cruel sometimes. torturing something helpless is just sick and in humane. i can't help myself but to curse them every time i see this kinds of things on the news.

what if i go to paws' rehabilitation center to volunteer :D i've been wanting to do this since high school..i just don't know how.

as much as i want to adopt a pet...i can't...i have 5 dogs here and they are quite a handful...so no thanks, i'll just stick to volunteering :D before the year ends, i'll come and visit.

http://www.facebook.com/pawsphilippines

i want cupcakes. DC cupcakes bitch.

2011-08-06T21:34:00.002+08:00

i had plenty of sleep from 2am until 7am then 9am until 12pm :| come to think of it...it's just 8 hours?!? but i feel so energized!! my tummy and legs are sore but still...energized!! ugh!

tita was invited to sam's birthday party at the number 1 party place in the philippines for kids...JOLLIBEE!!! :)))))) she handed me a cupcake that i've been eye-ing when she stepped in. it's so moist and sweet and i want more. :| i wonder how DC Cupcakes tastes like....is the actual cupcake fluffy or has a surprise center that's going to ooze out once you take a bite out of it? is the frosting piped on top of it has this rich flavor? i'm really craving for cupcakes right now. usually i don't go for them when it comes to sweets because i hate taking a bite and all the frosting gets stuck between my teeth...then i discovered fork :| so now i love them :D

natsumi hayashi

2011-08-04T23:07:00.002+08:00

let's be best friends :|

aside from jackie chan an bumblebee you made it to Agatha's Best Friend List :D

i want to go to japan and have you take a picture of me levitating on my way in to the bullet train ok??

I MUST HAVE SELF PORTRAIT OF ME LEVITATING....I.MUST.

toby cavanaugh is nice! damn it!

2011-08-03T21:23:00.002+08:00

when the cable is not doing its job on airing entertaining shows...i have found myself seating in front of the peecee watching pretty little liars.

by the way...spencer! i love your character ms. pretty and proper and one top achiever but you have got to stop kissing your sister's boyfriends!!

i finally had the guts to send ms bangs a message about my application. after 6 hours...she replied about having an event at Decagon Silver City on the 20th and as usual...i'm going to cover the whole thing and give her the raw files...and as usual...i'm not going to give her the raw files for Php1200. nope. it's a no no to give your clients the raw files unless they pay for it. if you hand 'em these...you'll lose total rights to the images you've produced :)

god i suck....i want to be employed so badly.

is this a bad joke?

2011-08-03T18:36:00.003+08:00

nothing posted in this account is reliable nor true. i think. if this is just one way of messing with us you are fucked up and twisted.

i can't believe she's gone. Mrs. Paula Taliman is one of the best teachers in San Lorenzo...the English teacher promoted to being the Vice Principal of the school. Looks may be deceiving, she shows off this strict persona, but once i get the chance to be in her class it was amazing. i saw her last year in the jeep when i was on my way to alabang and i didn't even said hello :(

one of my best memories in her class was the proper cursive writing...she is really good and a mom to her students...she's even more involved with us unlike our principal. :( Mrs. Taliman...you would be missed...may you rest in peace.

go rant somewhere else

2011-08-02T16:06:00.003+08:00

i play city ville a lot...when i logged in my facebook...i scroll the news feed to see of there are requests so i could score the item they are asking....and of course...check a couple of funny videos posted.

you could post stats....rants, announcements, quotes...etc. but one thing that really annoys me are those people who have so many issues in life :)) and seem to buy attention through FB. like this one! she's a former classmate, at first i didn't find her annoying until she keeps sending me messages about an IP4 For Sale or Hair Extensions for sale! rush! :| and her constant fb stats that floods on my news feed or to someone else' who doesn't give a crap. the name that has a red mark is her daughter...her 4 or 5 year old daughter :| whom i assume doesn't know her password in her account :|

you have a twitter account...let it be your outlet for whatever you're feeling and enough with the stats. one or two is enough...but the image above are some of her posts. it comes off as if you want to be featured on the top news :)))))))))

hand me downs

2011-08-01T14:34:00.002+08:00

okay i get it...i've lost my phone three times that's why my parents doesn't want to buy me another one...it's not my fault if some creep decided to take it nor return it. it's not like i'm waving my phone on someone else' face for them to snatch it :|

my brother's girlfriend lend me her old phone...the one their office gave them and i can really feel that it won't last...the fact that i've been charging it since last night. it's not totally mine so there's a need for me to give it back in good shape.

yesterday i tried the "kawawa effect" on my mom..."kawawa naman ako...lagi na lang hand me down phone ko" it turns out she has a new phone and asked me to transfer all her contacts from N95....the phone i used to have (that she took) :| i was so excited to dissed my current phone for my old time buddy...so i immediately took it from her bag and voila! the * key is missing. the then cool phone turned into an old crap because she's not taking care of it. again..i have nothing. damn it!

numbah 1

2011-07-31T13:09:00.001+08:00

the only achievement that i have so far is to dethrone the top player in my list in cityville.

and for everything else...i just suck.

ms. know it all

2011-07-30T09:57:00.002+08:00

have you ever met someone that talks a lot where you can just imagine a light bulb that flicks every time she wants to share something. i just did, and i just want to buy her a tee at The Perfect White Shirt. At first, i really didn't mind...I thought she's a grown up lady that kept her composure while we were taking the exam... but when i tried to make a conversation...she went "ratatatattata" :| it didn't get to me until the time I was waiting for them so we could go together because I had no idea how to get home :| considering the place is somewhere in san pedro. i swear i just want to slit my wrist.

i.am.not.privileged. it just happens that i'm not familiar in most places here in my hometown :)) i usually go north...duh!

yesterday's interview was just okay. i went to m2 fashions international inc..don't let the name fol you...it's more on the retail industry. they handled shipments for Accessorize, 7 for All Mankind, Mango...etc. i want to pursue a position in Marketing :D it's a wise move and it's the closest thing i can get if ever my MIA potential boss doesn't want me around. unfortunately, a brand assistant for Accessorize is the only opening they have us for now, they'll just give me a heads up if the upcoming clothing brand needs an employee...hopefully Marketing Assistant.

the downside is the starting salary is quite small compared to what i had from my previous job and the location. the head office is in a remote are :(( yesterday was my first time to see it and oh shit! it looked like a factory!!! the ones you see in movies when a stupid girl gets killed!!! or similar to pinoy movies where FPJ gets physical with goons to save a stupid damsel in distress :)))

hey ho!

2011-07-28T14:23:00.002+08:00

sunny day! weee!!

i'm so bum i desperately need to get out. i shouldn't have passed mely's invite yesterday...sorry chinois!!

promise next week.

shit. i spoke too soon...now it's raining hard damn it!

that explains it!

2011-07-28T00:10:00.002+08:00

i'm not getting fat (or so i think) i usually pig out on the last week of every month...it means my period is coming.

but i really need to do sit-ups and jog so i can wake up early and fix my body clock :D

and read read read.

i must review for this saturday's exam. our batch will be undergoing an assessment to get us all certified :| i don't want to underestimate it but if i'm going to look on a ONE LIVING EXAMPLE, that would be tita bing...yes. our infamous instructor whose teaching method is a READING COMPREHENSION and when finds herself in a question that makes sense...all you'll get from her is "EWAN KO" :) yes la salle. do hire this kind people :) someone who doesn't know how to resize an image or a text :)

now i'm going to dig in on those marshmallows hihihi

i'm getting fat

2011-07-26T20:25:00.003+08:00

i just bought a pair of jeans yesterday and when i went home and try it on again, it was harder to zip it!!!! i want flesh in my legs and my ass not my tummy!!!

this week started all gloomy, the weather is so unpredictable and from what i've heard from the news..i would just love to stay indoors. would you imagine a bus falling from skyway :(( it would give my parents a peace of mind if i just stay here and be comfy :D

"me may nakita kami buhawi :o"

2011-07-25T00:29:00.002+08:00

i've said this too many times just to mess with everyone around here!! :)))

i did see one! the clouds split in half...one was all bright and shiny then the other one is gloomy. when my dad and i rode the tric...it was windy and i find it weird when the driver kept on stopping...i asked my dad why..he said that the wind had dust in it :| i really did see a sort of whirling wind that swept a few twigs in our way :| cool.

mami moments

2011-07-24T23:36:00.003+08:00

i was supposed to blog last night about how my mom told me the story about her annoying professor.

i finally had my turn to use the computer when my mom decided to hit the sheets last night when she finally cracked how annoying her teacher was. i can somehow relate because i had one in la salle who knows nothing about the course she's teaching. she has this "huh?!" expression when she hears her professor speaking in english :))) and other funny moments her classmates had with the old lady.

all those giggles last night made us wake my dad from sleep :)))))))

nyarp

2011-07-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

due to staying up late and too much "face to pc" time it is possible that my vision will be all jacked up

what do you call the back of your knee? :| my left one hurts thanks to LULU!!! she went all excited when i chased her outside...jumped playfully and scratched my poor leg. it bled and it still stings.

i don't want to get shots anymore, i think i had enough..so for the remaining months...weeks...days i swear i will not go to a clinic to have anti rabies shots :P

i want to fly

2011-07-20T23:55:00.002+08:00

every time i check fb's news feed, i come across several photos taken by my batch mates being in places and enjoying the goods of being a flight attendant.

i'm taking a stand about some of the airlines' qualifications for this position...that they look more on how good looking the person is...i guess that's why most of the people think flight attendant/stewardess are hot :)))))

i envy those who are having a blast (high pay check)

my love for greek mythology never wavered

2011-07-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

back then i used to play this techy educational game controller where you just have to place a pad filled with trivial questions...input the code and try to get the answers right. there was a part about greek gods and goddesses...wala lang :|

my favorite was aphrodite being all pretty and stuff. and every time i watch Hercules at Disney channel, i got all teary :| i dunno why..maybe it's the song...the triumphant song :))))

every film i watched for the past months was all greek inspired....sana magkaroon ng film yung nababasa ko nung elementary.."BIAG NI LAM-ANG" :)))))))

...

2011-07-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

i hope i will focus more on getting freelance jobs, getting myself on interviews and doing well, get a job, earn and stay indoors during weekends with my family.

nothing exciting is/will be happening. i guess the most exciting will be the time i'll be employed and work my ass off forever. no time for everything.

i'm in the situation where it's obvious that i'm being ignored and pushed away. it's fine.

retrato people

2011-07-10T14:53:00.003+08:00

i covered an event yesterday for 1zaldivar events. it was the 7th birthday of manuelli retrato as well as the celebration for welcoming their only brother mccoy. it was held at edsa shangri-la hotel ugh! THEY. ARE. SO. PRIVILEGED!!! 2M budget for a 7th birthday party?!!??!

the setup was pretty awesome. a fairy theme whipped up with a photo studio, face painting, infamous dance heads, fashion walkway, fashion show on stage, LED panels showing barbie clip :((, huge and fab stage props...PRIVILEGE I TELL YOU!!

right now i just can't get over that they are willing to spend just for a 7 year-old girl's birthday o_0

:D

2011-07-10T14:52:00.000+08:00

nyapeee!!! birthday!!!!!

if you know my tita, you'd be pissed too

2011-07-05T15:26:00.002+08:00

i went to bed 2am and by that time i'm just forcing myself to sleep. woke up by 12pm because i heard her ranting again. tsk. it's quiet when she's not around...peace, silence and no stress. i don't know what her deal was, perhaps she got so mad when she saw the newspaper all torn up thanks to my puppies...is that big of a deal to throw fit? psh. lame.

so i got up pissed, slamming everything i held.

i can't stress enough how it irritates me when he gave us her attitude. she's even pissed when she went to her room and found all the clothes i took after she washed it. sorry for giving you a hand, haha.

isa pang wah!

2011-07-04T13:47:00.002+08:00

i received a message from my temporary, hopefully soon to be boss saying that i am invited for the vip screening of temptation island at resorts world manila. the event is hosted by tim yap and tessa prieto valdes alongside the cast of the movie. it's this 7pm and as much as i wanted to build my portfolio covering the whole thing, i can't make it because there's no one in here plus my new friends :)) can't make it as well. bummer. and i don't have anything to wear!!

temptation island temptation island when will you stop!!