Yes, it has been a long time since I logged in at my Blogger account and just write whatever comes t my mind.

As always, if I have time to blog, it just means that nothing is keeping me preoccupied.

I had a job for four months and as I planned to find a career in Tourism, I'm running out of strategies because as of this moment, I'm unemployed.

One thing's for sure, the forecasts regarding Chinese Zodiacs are a bunch of crap.  It was supposed to be my year last 2013 and nothing good ever happened to me.

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The reason why I decided to visit my little page here is because of all the things that I've kept bottled up and frankly, I cant take it anymore.

I'm saving everyone from the rants by not posting it over Facebook.  Yes, I'm well aware that not all people are interested on my problems and I'm decent enough not to mention it in public. I just hope that some will do the same thing I'm doing right now or else I'll just remove you from my Friends' list.

As I was saying, the first thing that bothers me is that I have this feeling that I was "lead on and then ignored" without reason. I'm a girl who is very loyal and learned how to be patient, but as I get older, I just had enough.  I spent years feeling sorry for what I did and if that's not enough, I'm done.

Sometimes, you just have to walk away and look for something or someone that'll make you happy..and that's what I'm doing.  So I hope YOU realize that I'm worth something.


Number Two.  I get to get my shit together and get fucking rich.  This is really frustrating and I'm sick of waiting.  It's not like I'm sitting around here doing nothing.  So God, I'm begging you, please help me out.

Number Three.  I know it's not nice to judge someone but I always trust my instinct.  If I met someone and I instantly hate them (on some cases I have time to observe them) the chances that I'm right about hating them is BIG.

I can easily tell if a person is a moocher, user and freeloader.  Maybe because I'm a freeloader myself :|

Sometimes, I just want to hit my brother in the head, shake him until he throws up, and yell "WAKE THE FUCK UP! YOU'RE BETTER THAN THAT! SHE'S USING YOU!!!"

                                                 

                                                            di na ko masaya sa buhay ko

February 5, 2010 you were one of the puppies that made me happy.  You're the sweetest, fattest and most demanding doggie I ever had which is why it's difficult for me to have you adopted.

You never bit me, you always love to be tickled and you hate it when I blow air on your face.. you are a fast eater and loves to sit on my lap which made Boom Boom jealous.

I have to give you away so that they can take care of you properly and be with your brother.

They loved you as much as I do and that's good enough for me.

I'm so sorry I wasn't able to visit you and the last time I saw you was when I dropped you off on your new home.  They say it was a joy having you around, you were mild-mannered and loves to meet new people.

Thank you for taking care of my mommy for me, she really misses you...

I love you Bully Boy and may you rest in peace..


:'(

I started reading Eat, Pray, Love a couple of days ago and having watched the movie first just helped me imagine Julia Roberts' face while reading.  Her trip started in Italy where she wanted to learn Italian and eat as much as she wants which I really find awesome..all the pizzas and cheese she had (nomnomnomnom)