♥ spends most of her time in her room staring at her ceiling *day dreaming* full of glow in the dark stickers
♥ keeps picking on her eye lashes :| because it itches
♥ loves doodling, pizza, boorger, pasta, pucca and every food that she can think of
♥ sometimes makes her own recipe when left alone in the kitchen
♥ loves playing with boomboom *one-eyed pup*
♥ does not have any clue on things she does for the first time
my must haves and must dos
♥ finish this darn template
♥ make cordon bleu
♥ look for a polaroid cam
♥ clean my closet ♥
♥ get a job
♥ meet 10 new people ♥
♥ finish my photo cork board ♥
♥ know more about photoshop *noob*
♥ buy myself cosmetics from Etude House
♥ go to 10 new places this year
♥ outing with friends or by myself
♥ managed my own resto-bar! oh yeah!
First Blog Ever
superstitious ako noh
for some reason, i do believe on some pamahiins.
so booji, if you're reading . . . WAG KANG MAKALAPIT-LAPIT SA VENUE! PLEASE! :(
finally, may naawa sakin. dadi and i went to alabang to scout for a white top, who knew that it will be crowded. bridal fair and weekend sale! it doesn't really work out for me . . . the whatever "Sale", i always ended up buying the expensive ones :|
anyways, instead of finding a top, we bought a dress :D now i know the feeling of Rebecca Bloomwood (confessions of a shopaholic) when she saw an item that is literally breathtaking. okay ang OA ko, pero mukha akong tanga kanina kasi nakanganga pa ata ako nung nakita ko yun. simple naman talaga siya pero para sakin, yung price e hindi simple :|
the difficult part for me is trying it on, i asked for two sizes, small and medium. i even brought the green dress that i found on the pile of clothes that was supposedly on sale. when i was on the fitting room, i tried the small one, it fits okay. then i tried the medium, it was okay too :| the thing when i fit clothes is that i also think about the possibility of a weight gain, so if i bought a small one and a gain some pounds . . . it wouldn't fit me no more, bummer right?
when i was wearing the medium size dress, sure it was a bit loose on some areas that i need to straighten out. i can't decide so i tried the two different sizes three times. the green dress, i dissed it, i can't figure out how to wear that shit.
in the end, i went for the medium one, kasi hindi nasisikipan kelekele ko.
shopping is always a problem, when it comes to shoes, they don't have big sizes :| when it comes to clothes, they don't seem to have a size that is between small and medium :|
another dream that i've thought of just a few minutes ago is to have a walk in closet :D cool. i wonder how it feels like to have one. just like London Tipton's closet! you need a map to get to the scarf section! i wonder how many hangers does she have. hmmmmm....
anyway, gusto makita ni mami yung dress. ayaw ko pakita, naiinis na siya, sabi pa niya, "bakit ba ayaw mo pakita e ako naman magbabayad niyan"
still wondering what to wear
i got nothing, nagkukuripot mga tao dito. kuya told me that his friend were all out of semi formal dresses and she'll go to Thailand on the 2nd, right after the wedding . . . great.
as much as i love weddings, i don't exactly know what to wear :| i've been in a couple of weddings when i was younger, a little gown for the little me as a flower girl, etc. dapat kasi lahat na lang naka gown :|
>>>i popped my zit and there came BLOODUH! i was hesitant at first but i remembered how i popped a zit before so i wanna do it again :D
Tita would be a tour guide for tomorrow, it was mami's idea to have her indian visitor tour at a historical site. she's no good when it comes to picking out destinations. walang flow, ang lalayo ng agwat! psh! count me out, i have problems of my own. besides, i learned my lesson when she asked me to have dinner with bunch of hungry foreigners.
im going to bed soon, i have to leave "Sorority Life" so my avatar's energy would boost.
yep, since mami took the laptop . . . my pc time is up by 9 pm because my brother's home by that time. since wala pa siya at di pa ko inaantok, dito muna ko.
i got hooked in Sorority Life, what more if i downloaded Sims 3. i would probably beg for the laptop, of course bathroom breaks and eating time would get me off the computer if that happens. i heard it's good, it would be better if i got hold of the cheat code. i can't use cheat codes in facebook so i can honestly say that i've worked really hard to reach level 23 in restaurant city :D
i can't sleep, masyadong malakas pangdinig ko, at may event sa court so maririning ko yun at di ako makakatulog. i missed those days . . . deep slumber talaga, at yung tipong uumagahin na sa labas ang malalate ng uwi sa kakakatok ng pintuan. hay....
may nag ssting sa tyan ko, lagi na lang meron.
i still don't have a dress for Bianca's wedding. where can i find one for 300? asa.
na wait lang ako ngayon sa mga phone calls at inaantok.
kahapon, habang nahintay ako sa fx at tumahimik na rin sa kakadaldal yung katabi ko . . . nakatingin lang ako sa sky. . . . sa clouds. sabay may figure akong nakita. human figure na naka side view tapos ka nose to nose niya ay isang pusa na naka open yung bibig ata naka closed fist. asteeg!!!!
(1 minute nakatunganga ako at nagiisip ng ibblog)
after 1 minute and 30 seconds, wala na ko maisip kaya eto na lang.
2 oras naghintay
tapos ang tinagal ko lang sa pinuntahan ko e wala pang 15minutes.
i went to alabang kanina. habang nahintay sa fx e no choice na lang yung mama kundi daldalin ako. sinuggest pa niya na mag aaply ako sa ek sa marketing department :| sa alabang nga lang naiinis na ko kasi ang lapit samin e, sa sta. rosa pa kaya.
i want to work somewhere in makati. parang hindi nabaha, laging may sasakyan, walang pakialam yung mga tao. though maganda naman sa alabang, kaos nga lang ako ay sawa na dahil lagi na naman ako napapadpad dun. sa sobrang lapit e parang pwedeng pwede ako magdamag magtrabaho then uwi na lang para maligo, magpalit ng damit at magparamdam dito sa bahay na buhay pa ko.
what's cool about the building is the elevator!! yeah! digital! :| and the 2 fountains inside! astig!
when i got there, i saw the sign saying that walk in applicants should leave their resume at the drop box and for tha candidates. . . they should step inside and wait for the interview.
so i did leave my resume, while a lot of "i dunno who they are" were seated. i hope they could reach me soon, if that happens . . . im gonna start all over again, but this time ako lang mag-isa. good thing i passed on Cebu Pac, after the training, the applicants are not automatically hired. they have to pass the training first, if they did, they are all contractual workers. i don't know if that's what they call "Proby"
So ayun, mas mabilis pa kong nakauwi, nag mall muna ko pero mukha naman akong ewan kaya umuwi na lang ako.
onting suporta naman . . . di ko talaga maintindihan. nung hindi ako naghahanap ng work nagpaparinig kayo, ngayong nakilos ako panay ang simangot sa kakahingi ko ng pera. e ano bang ineexpect niyo? nagsisimula pa lang ako. di ako katulad niyo na may nasimulan na at malayo na narating.
di ko na lam gagawin ko, kapag naman kayo napalpak wala naman kayo naririnig na pangangantyaw galing sakin. minsan nakakaasar magbigay ng suporta e, kasi pag ikaw na nangangailangan . . . wala kang aasahan.
pag graduate ko nga wala akong natanggap na congrats e. hindi ko rin na feel na proud sila sakin, parang "hay salamat wala nang papa aralin" parang yun lang talaga. psh.
asar na asar na ko talaga. parang bawat sabi lang about sa work "o ayun, kunin mo, try mo, sayang" kapag ginagawa ko naman, parang ang bigat pa sa loog na bigyan ako ng pamasahe. kabadtrip talaga.
i can't make up my mind right now. i received the text message from 5j last night and my confirmation was needed asap. i did confirm but as of now, im thinking of not showing up for a couple of reasons.
- if i passed, they would probably need my answer if im going to take their offer. the "can i think about it?" does not work for companies like that.
- i have a problem with the shifting schedules and time to time, i would move to different working site.
- the salary will not suffice
- orange is not my color :| the uniform
supposedly, i should have an interview with the "big bosses" by 3pm. and napapansin ko rin na parang asar na sila **** sa kakahingi ko ng pera. tsk.
i really need the phonecall from any travel agency especially Rajah.
my wedding gown
shit! ginoogle ko pa toh! may nauna na sakin! hindi ko alam kung saang lupalop siya nakatira pero sana hindi ka pa kinakasal!!!!! :|
i fell on love with this dress when i googled it a year ago. lupet!!!! see . . . if i wear this, i don't have to wear heels! i can put on whatever shoes i want . . . chucks! flats! flip flops!
i don't want to wear a veil either, feeling ko ang inet. besides, sayang naman ang pag prepare ng bride kung matatakpan lang din ang face niya buong mass. nag make up pa di naman pala makikita! aahh! shit!! logic yun! ang galing ko talaga! i got this all figured out!!!
anong kinalaman ng ngipin sa trabaho?
ang alam ko hindi naman nakakapag encode ang ngipin sa computer, o mag dial ng telepono. tsk.
im getting sick of the same old qualifications that some companies set, are they building an empire of models or barbie dolls that will work for them?
i don't know what a front desk officer do except for saying hi and bye to customers, standing all day, should handle phone calls and reservation at the same time. the fact that it's the only thing in a hotel that i know i can handle. for flight attendants . . . i have the height, but i don't have the weight. for frontliners, i can work with computers, smile at passengers and SMILE! but apparently it's not enough. for front desk officers, i have the height, i can stand for hours, but according to them, braces are not allowed if i wish to be a FO. at ang mga nagsabi pa sakin e naka braces din, ayos talaga.
my day was exhausting, i got there 30 minutes early and the sun is not working with me. as soon as i got in, i immediately looked for the booth of Rajah and Scorpio. no one was there so i roam around, accepting flyers. they gave us bar code cards which serves as an electronic resume but for some booths, i have to hand them a hard copy of my resume because they don't have any laptops. considering it was called "Turismo Job Fair" only few companies are applicable to my course. most of the companies were Telecommunications, Real Estates, Banks, even spas were there. as always, my feet hurts, im not used to wearing heels anymore. i haven't seen any on the spot hiring but interviews were held. i didn't go for that, though it's a one on one interview, it's a bit distracting because it wasn't a closed door interview.
there were 2 airlines, 5-6 hotels and 3 travel agencies. it wasn't what i expected. i was hoping i could get a call from them this week.
i didn't know the ending of my dream when my alarm clock broke off (reminder: look for an alarm tone that is not annoying)
I am supposed to be with Zaidee today to check the companies at the Job Fair in SMX, it turns out that a lot of people are already there and the chances of getting in is pretty slim. If only there's a list of employers so I could check.
hay, i had breakfast, ewh! normal :|
do i love to write?
nope, i blog :D
the in depth interview earlier turned out as UST vs UP. i lost focus, i can't find the right words to say and im sort of intimidated with Abby (UP) i really tried to express myself rather than impress my interviewer and according to her i passed the in depth interview. phew!
feedbacks! my bangs ruined it for me! i kept on tucking it behind my ear and she noticed that plus i stutter because im nervous. on the otherhand, she noticed the same things as what ms. heidi wrote on my application . . . confident, be able to express myself well, blah di blah. i can't remember.
she explained how a ticketing agent works and asked me if im ok on how's it going to be. it turns out that i'll be located on all working sites they have and i also have shifting schedules. 10k is the basic salary, 10 days training without allowance and i'll probably be a contractual worker.
now im getting impatient, there's no assurance that they're going to hire me even if i took the training . . . . at least that's what abby told me??? nakakalito!!!
job hunt is still on, makikipagbakbakan kami tomorrow.
i still haven't figured out what job i want, what company should i belong to.
i saw Rosie's photo albums in facebook, she used to have her practicum there and by the looks of it . . . they hired her. hay.
when i saw the pictures, i was really jealous, i felt the urge to apply there so i checked my wallet and grab the calling card. i inquire if there are job vacancies in their office, well, as always, none as of this moment. since makulet ako, pupunta pa din ako don. hay.
i hope i'll do good tomorrow and i'll ask another way to get there. ayoko na maglakad. if it's possible, i might drop by in Lufthansa office :D
nakangiti ang eroplano ng cebu pac
i'm tired, mi feet hurts and i passed the 1st interview . . . wag ma jink wag ma jinx. wahahaha! sinungaling ang magic 8 ball. i'm one of those who passed in the 2nd batch and they placed me as a Reservation Agent. i dunno why, i didn't apply for that and if ever they hire me, im hoping i'll enjoy it. Ortigas kung saka-sakali ang working site ko . . . wag ma jinx wag ma jinx!!!
i still have an in-depth interview, it's a one on one and a 30 minute interview. this will be on thursday, and on friday im somewhere in manila, wah!!!!
i felt bad for those who didn't passed. it seemed like they need it more than i do. katulad na lang nung 2 kung kakwentuhan, nakikipagtawanan pa ko sa kanila kanina tapos di ko naman alam name nila :|
while Noreen and Zaidee were having their second interview, i decided to work on my application form and on the essay so i would not cram on thursday. then this girl sat beside me asking about the interview, kinakabahan daw siya and everything . . . maya maya sinuntok ako! :| feeling close! duh! nagsusulat kaya ako! it's not that i hate her pero may backer siya eh . . . unfair, well . . . that's the politics here in the country . . .diiirttty. i guess i'll use that as my motivation.
i have to resched my appointment with the dentist, ay siya.
i had a dream, a friend from highschool gave me highlights :|
there was a red, yellow and blue on the front area of my hair, then my hair is all curly. parang clown! wah! wah! wah!
then my concert daw sa kabilang bahay namin, i won't be needing any ticket since i can watch it when im on our roof. :|
nasira na naman ang tulog ko, i would consider 8 am -11 am the time where i have my deep sleep. that's when my body is at rest unlike 2-3 am na nag-uuod na naman ako sa pagtulog.
it's really annoying when my dad always called me and start banging the door so i will open it. tinanong pa niya kanina bat daw di ako nasagot, duh!!! tulog nga ako e.
i have no laptop for a week . . . or two, in case my mom decided not to bring it home. pustahan, iuuwi niya yun na sira na naman, wala pa namang anit-virus yun.
lintek na linta
suck you leech! suck you!
a leech should stick to its own business, should not suck up on everything. . . . it shouldn't be ALL OVER the place.
ang mga linta e namamatay pag nasobrahan, kaya dapat . . . yung tama lang. wag nang kung san san pa sisip sip, tsk.
may pagka-senorita ako dati, hanggang ngayon naman din :|
4?-12 years old: every morning, i always asked for a Sustagen :D
Agatha: Me!!!! Sustagen!!!!
and i hate it when she used warm or cold water :|
it became a routine, so when someone's up early . . . they always make my drink and just wait for my call. senorita talaga :|
a pack of sustagen have chips inside :D the blue has a higher value than the green and yellow. green, blue and yellow scoops can be found in a can of Sustagen . . . for kids! well, there were no Sustagen Pro before and im not sure if freebies can be seen inside once you avail Sustagen.
i collect these chips and scoops because someone from Sustagen drops by at our school once a year or every other months. in exhange of what i have, i got some freebies, the one thing that i still have is the DeeDee notepad!! :D
if my mom forgot to buy Sustagen, Milo is an alternative :| so imma Milo Kid too, it's not as sweet as Sustagen but it worked for me.
now, imma coffee girl :| there should be a creamer in the cupboard all the time or else i can't have my cup of joe :D but unlike before, no one will make me some coffee, so im not Senorita anymore :|
i want a puppy!!! a Labrador or a Golden Retriever or an Akita or a Labradoodle or a Siberian Husky that looks exactly like Poochie
there! that's poochie, roby's puppy wearing a hoody . . . woah! nag rhyme! ke bata bata pa lang nyan matapang na, what more kung lumaki . . . dumdumdum!!!
si booji magkakaroon na ata ng gecko . . . psshhh.. . . gecko gecko, butiki!!! b utikeith :| dati nung bata ako, kinakalikot ko yung box na puno ng lutu-lutuan stuff ko . tapos may nakita akong 2 egg, magkadikit, kinuha ko . . . napasobra ata ang paghawak ko kasi na-crack ko . . . EWH!!! anak ng lizard pinatay ko!!!! AAHHHH!!! may fluid sa kamay ko non! ewh!
a lizard is a reptile right? wala lang. are you familiar with Matilda? the girl always wearing a ribbon headband, a loner and loser in her family, and has Telekinesis like Sylar. naalala ko may part don na nilagay niya sa pitcher yung lizard then yung principal (na kapangalan ko :|) e kumuha ng water don, sabay napasama yung lizard sa glass at nainom niya :)) slimy, ewh!!!
wala talaga akong magawa, puro pets ang nasa post ko :|
si nerie naman!! hay josko! nag alaga ng gagamba dati! 8| she used to put those on jars and hid it from her aunt. nung nakita nung tita niya, pinatapon. e matigas ang ulo ng mare ko, tinago pa rin niya until she forgot about it. i think nag clean siya ng room tapos don lang niya ulet nakita yungf mga jars na may gagamba. uber nandiri siya kasi punong puno ng webs yung mga jars and deadbols na yung mga spiders 8| lakas ng trip!
bat nga ba ako takot sa gagamba? kadurdur kasi yung legs non, minsan may buhok pa, ewh! yung iba naman, mega laki ng mata! haha! nakakita ako ng spider dati sa may pader, tinawag ko si kuya . . . "KUYA!!!! MAY GAGAMBA!!!!"
pagbaba niya, amp! walang silbi! Kuya: "Patayin mo! Patayin mo!
1st attempt : Baygon . . . may ilong ba ang spiders? :| kasi naubos ko ata kaka-spray :| minsan kasi hindi tumatama kasi pag nagalaw yung spider natakbo kami :))
****tapos nakarating na sa may pader sa papuntang kitchen
2nd attempt: walis tambo . . . ang panghataw, ako gumagawa ng paraan :| at pag gumalaw kasaby ko naman si kuya sa pagsigaw :|
1 oras naming pinapatay ang gagamba :| finally we won! i won! ako lang naman nagpatay don! :|
kagabi lang e may nakita akong nagsswimming na daga sa may sink sa kitchen :|
Agatha: De!!! may daga o!! nagsswimming! baka malunod!!
Daddy: haha! tanga!
(sabay kuha ng kung anu man yun at hataw sa daga)
dati naman, nagising ako kasi natunog yung gitara ko . . .akala ko mumu, yun pala daga! nagsstrum ng gitara! lintek na!
meron din instance na yung daga nakasabit sa wall, mutant ata yun :| sinumbong ko kay dadi :| ayun, patay!
haayy . . . ang dami atang peste sa bahay namin :|
bakit kasi walang market sa rc?
hindi pera problema ko sa rc, ingredients. gusto pa kunin ni Dustin lahat ng salad ko!! :|
tignan niyo naman restaurant neto. yung kalan nakaangat tapos bago makakaen yung mga tao e dadaan pa sa zigzag na way na panay toilet :))
kelangan ko ng strawberry, cheese, flour, chicken, salad, potato, mushroom, milk and bayleaf!!
di ko na bestfriend ang heels
ouch to the max
walk-in applicant, that's what i am today, together with Zydie . . . we roam around the Ayala Ave to look for the buildings that have airline offices. Kate was supposed to be with us but she enjoyed cuddling her pillow instead of waking up early.
booji joined us too :D siya ang aking hawakan, dahil masakit na paa ko :| super hyper :| lalo akong napagod :|
after having lunch in mcdo, my first chicken fillet that didn't suffice my hunger. pano ang bagal kong ngumuya, sakit ngipin ko e . . . time to walk our way to the SGV building.*ang pagkwento kung anu nangyari samin e talagang nakakapagod :| kaya shoshortcut-in ko na lang
We went to the 3rd floor, entered the Citadel holdings and took a seat on the couch until someone attends to us. when a lady walked out, he told us that the couch is not meant for seating :| huh??? ok . . . ignore, and we immediately asked if they still have job vacancies. she asked us for our resume, and to call them to schedule an interview and an exam.
after this, we went to Continental Airlines where we left our resume to the guard.
tapos pinuntahan namin si gela para masaya. sakit paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!
happy 400th day to me and bojibombom! dumdumdum! though my kasalanan ka sakin, hmp!!!! and totohanin ko yung sinabi ko! hmp! kung di ko magawa magiisip ako bago!!! hmp!!!
anyway, madami siyang natanggap na screwdriver sakin na malamang ay titigilan ko na dahil may nangyayaring iba :| eym net genne sey :|
cheesecake cheesecake, kumaen ako cheesecake!!! yung isa taong dyan, kinaen cheesecake na para sakin, hmp!! kinuha mo ngepen ko!! :|
i can't talk much because my cheek hurts. it's starting to swell :(
if only i could post my wisdom tooth here, kaso loser camera yung nasa celphone.
i have loads of capsules to take, the dentist says i should take it easy. no chores for me :D
here's how my morning goes, i woke up 8am, took my breakfast so i could take Amoxicillin and Hemostan. then, we went to the clinic by 10 am. we waited for a couple of minutes because there was a patient before us. after him, i took my seat.
i saw the xray that they took a year ago, doc decided to take a more recent one so he could see if there are changes on the position of my tooth. dikit na dikit na siya sa isa kong molar. even i wonder on how the hell is he going to pull it without having contact on the molar beside it.
first, i was aked to gargle a solution of water and betadine for 30 secs, then he applied some stuff on the area where my 3rd molar is. after a few seconds i felt slightly numb. then, he injected the anesthesia couple of times on the same area. nagmistulang pin cushion ang gums ko :| after a few seconds, there was an intense numbing on my left cheek, my tongue can't move that time. when i was asked to gargle again, i can't make the lobo face we usually do when we gargle, instead . . . when i took the solution and tried to gargle it, it somehow leaked on the left end of my lip :)) major numbing, that's what my dentist did. (my dentist tried to hide the syringe first, so as not to freak me out i guess. old school, im actually used to that, his wife does the same when i went to her when i was 7 years old . . . the time that i used to cry a lot so the dentist wouldn't pull my tooth :| )
after that, he used the tool that has a hook on the other end . . . the one also used for cleaning and getting rid of stuck particles between teeth. then i saw a chisel (wah!) a mini chisel! i think he used it to make a gap between the two compacted teeth. afterwhich . . . he used the tool used when you have your tooth filled (pasta) the annoying, screeching sound that it makes . . . and the disturbing sensation you feel when it gets contact with your tooth . . . he used that for 3 minutes!!!!!! imagine the pain i felt!!! after using that, he held a piece of my tooth and put it on the moving desk that dentist have. he asked his secretary for a gauze . . . BLOODUH!!!! THERE WAS BLOODUH!!! Then he used the chisel again, 2 kinds of chisels with different sizes, i called it "chisel" because it looked like one, it also resembles a screwdriver :| he kept on . . . i dunno what he did with it . . . it took him arm power to have my tooth loosen its hold into my gums. one slide . . . second slide of the chisel . . . BLOODUH!!!!!! he asked me to gargle again . . . then there's BLOODUH!!!!!! back to the chisel slide . . . one . . . two . . . change chisel . . . one . . . two . . ayon!!!!!! natanggal! and there was BLOODUH!!!!!!!!!
finally, it's over . . he stitched my gums and it's done. then i asked for my tooth. it's not that huge! the one in my xray was uber huge, exaggerated :|
we bought 17 caps of Amoxicillin that i have to take on time, we bought ice cream for me . . . thinking that i can't eat anything solid for 24 hours.
after taking my meds because my cheek was starting to swell . . . i sleep it off with an ice pack on my cheek and a towel for my drooling.
i felt better when i woke up. Bianca and Kathleene were here handing me the invitation for Bianca's wedding. :D i asked her about her gown, she wouldn't give us a clue :| purple is her theme, her gown was all white . . . a hint :D so she's wondering if she could put on something purple too. she already have "something blue and something borrowed" "something old" is still pending. sabi namin panty, yung wala nang garter :))
i ate some cake and carbonara a while ago, i can't open my mouth nor chew . . .crap. the area on my left jaw is starting to swell too. wah!!!!
hours away before i have my tooth pulled out, finally.
i should have done this weeks ago if it wasn't for the interview, which turned out to be a biased one. (still bitter) maybe PAL should hire Barbie dolls, since they're more into looks than one's skill. anyway, since my mom cleaned my room yesterday, my med prescription before the operation is missing. i dunno when to take the Amoxicillin, is it after 8 hours or 4? i dunno.
hopefully i could have some sleep later, and not over think on how it will go tomorrow. i'll try to ask for my tooth before the dentist throws it away :D or i'll just take a picture of that bloody thing.
sabit, kapit, bullshit
maybe im not PAL material, maybe i didn't want it badly and maybe i deserve the first blow on my first strike. but that doesn't mean that a free ride should be given to applicants who knows someone in PAL. Ano pang point na nagtext kayo for interview kung mag gigive way kayo sa mga pa easy easy lang? kung palakasan lang sa loob ang basehan, edi magsama sama kayong lahat.
i wasn't prepared and i didn't intend to get all prepped up for the interview, i deserve it. sabi nga ni ryan parang ang cool ko lang. to be honest, it got into me a bit, parang lifeless ako nung bus ride, tulala ata ako sa bintana. ang nakakalungkot pa non e pareho naghihintay sila mami and dadi pagdating ko. "How did it go?"
. . . . "Ayaw nila e"
now im feeling better. wag daw ako ma-discourage. i will ask God for a sign. if i got rejected thrice, i'll try applying for Events Management.
lahat sana ng perverts mabulag.
updates sa contacts ko ay hassle gawin, other than editing numbers, yung mga names din iniba ko na. yung mga di ko maalala yung surname . . . dinelete ko :|
nung natapos na ko, ayun! si mami nagpaparamdam na naman. parang gusto makipag-swap ulet ng cp, no way!!! tagal tagal kung nagpipipindot dine tapos makikipagpalet?!?! psh.
so koreanice :|
kaya ko pinicturan ang kinakaen ko ngayun ay dahil may nakita ako flowers!!! look!!! ayan o!!! gamit ang cp ni kuya na may loser camera kinuhanan ko yan. napakagaling ng noodles na ito, di ka lang makyo-kyotan, mawawalan ka pa ng gana kumaen!!! :| sabi ni mami na proud na proud, 20 pesos lang ito sa isang korean store don sa tabi tabi :| lasang 20 pesos nga! sana bumile na lang siya Cornetto! :D
hiniram ko lang yung cp ni kuya para gamitin camera, ngayon, hiningi ko na! binigay naman! sabay sabi ko kay mami na tulog "ME O! MAY CP NA KO! MAY CAMERA PA!"
pero kung di ko tlaga na sira yung camera nung n95 papaswap ako kay mami ng cp :|
isa pang chicken joy?
oh my goodness. kumaen ako ng jabi, oh my goodness, napakalaking kasalanan ito sa aking sinumpang sumpa, oh my goodness.
after kong kumaen e napakanta na lang ako ng "Isa pa! Isa pa! Isa pang chicken joy!" oh my goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!! no!!!! na contamintate na ko ng jabivirus!!!! new!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just watched one tree hill, peyton's crying all time time, im crying!!! oh my goodness!!!
bat ba panay sabi ko ng "oh my goodness"???
oh my goodness!!! eto na ang epekto ng jabivirus!!!!!! help!!!!!!!!
don't mix strawberry and banana with yoghurt
unless you add Mountain Dew :D
Booji and I had a date today, for the first time EVER!!!! I was late :| i drag him around the mall to look for a black skirt for my interview this monday.
kulang na ko sa practice, napagod ako agad sa kakalakad. pano kasi!! ang landi ng katabi ko :| so we went to have a snack/lunch at the newly renovated KFC. Ang kyot ng mga upuan!!!! parang gusto ko gawin sa rc! kelangan ko pang mag double check at baka may umalis na don sa magandang seat, meron nga! >:))
i had trouble on what im having, always! i have a big appetite, i think :| so my first pick was Fully Loaded, pero baka sumuko na naman ako kaya iba na lang :|
tapos ayun, nakita ko nakadikit sa gitna ng table namin . . . "Krushers Strawberry and Banana with Yoghurt" first sip . . . it tastes good . . . tapos magiging ok na lang. i mixed it with Mountain Dew, medyo sumarap, nung naubos ko na . . . i wanted to throw up :| go for a one flavor only :| either banana or strawberry.
after our meal, resume na for skirt hunting . . . then i saw a Wedding Exhibit, wah! wah! wah! but first thing's first! hunt hunt hunt!!!
sa sm kami, sa kakuriputan ko . . . dapat 300 to 400 lang ang ma-spend ko. yun pala, may incident kanina. may 2 matanda na nasa likod namin, yung isa parang nakahawak sa bag ko, bigla kasi bumigat. pagkatingin ko sa likod, yung isang matanda parang pinagtutulakan ako habang harang yung shirt na hawak niya, yung isa naman dire-direcho ang lakad, nakatingin lang sa hawak niyang shirt. pagtingin ko sa bag ko bukas zipper. hmmmmmm
so ayun na nga, may nakita na kaming skirt 350 lang - xs, baka alanganin kaya humingi ako ng small. then triny ko na, yung xs masikip sakin, yung small medyo maluwag sa hips :| anong size ko??? :| pero madyo ok ok na yung small. nung binayaran ko na sa counter, ang kukulet ng sales lady! ayaw ko ng SM Advantage Card ok!? pinunch na yung item at binigay sakin yung change. nagtaka ako kung bakit 300 lang, sabi nung sales lady 699 yung skirt. . . . oh shit!
azar, nanghinayang ako! because of that wala akong cheesecake :| :(
naramdaman ni booji panghihinayang ko, inulit ulit pa nga niya e :| since mahal na nabili ko, ni suggest niya na palitan na lang ng mas gusto ko. so yun nga ginawa namin. habang nakatayo ako sa may Customer Service, nagtataka kung bakit ang tagal palitan . . . mas mahal na nga yung napili ko ang dami pang process. . . ayun si Booji, nakatingin sa mga Lingerie at nagttry ng bra :|
ayun pa pala!! bumili kami ng balls!!!! parang ang panget pakinggan :| mine's blue! sa kanya green! whahahaha!!!
then pumunta din kami sa Wedding Exhibit, ang ganda ng Gown!!!! wah! wah! wah! tapos may free picture taking din sa isang booth . . . gosto ko kaso nahiya ako :| kasi nung niyaya kami nung girl tinaggihan ko :( wah!!!!
now i know the feeling why everyone made a big deal out of RJ's overnight party last April. it was a birthday/class outing/last outing of T1 and i ditch it because i'm too stubborn to go to Bulacan. besides, my dad would give me the >:| face if i told him.
our supposed overnight in Pansol or Pila did not push through as well, instead we went to EK and got soaked in the rain.
now, Bianca's wedding will be the upcoming event where my hs friends shouldn't miss. she texted us, confirming if we're going to be there, if so . . . we are expected to be somewhere in Marikina by 4pm on June 1. she's a june bride, wah!!!! i don't know why getting married in June is given special recognition. since im into weddings, i will look it up later.
i haven't texted her, so maybe im off the list??? i don't know, i hope not . . . im so excited to see her gown, wah!!! gosto ko gown!!! oh i remembered! she asked us to be there or else we're DONE! :| some of us missed her two boys baptism, plus i wasn't in the hospital when she gave birth. . . ok maybe i should be excused for that one because i might passed out :|
you want green, here it is
these past days, i've been searching for a site where i could make my own avatar. like sims. good thing i found meez. yes! i started making my own, trying dresses, make-ups, hairs and animations and finally i made a lay out, and it's still messy.
my meezes are:
- Sailor Beybu - i want the same suit when i was a kid
- Angel Beybu - because i want wings :|
- "I don't know what this is meez" - it's either it's a flight attendant or an ITHM student, go figure.
- Goth Beybu - wearing a Lolita Dress and a pair of gold wedges. cool stuff can be found in meez, that's why im addicted . . . plus the animations are pretty cool.
- Gossip Beybu - oh yeah! it should be texting but the one i found is quite boring so i opt for the one having a conversation on the phone.
- Director Beybu - it was my dream . . . and still remains to be a dream :|
- Sleeping Beybu - need not to explain :|
- Working Beybu
- Graduate Beybu - holding a diploma
- The "Girlpren waits, the Boypren's late" Meez
- Princess Beybu - wearing a wedding gown :| and a tiara
- last would be the "Average Beybu" giving you a shrug . . . that is soooo me.
i wanted to have the list bulleted so i could see the flowers on each line :|
nung kasing edad pa ko ni Santino :| may mga kapilyahan akong nagawa na inaalala ko pa din ngayon.
eto mga naalala ko:
- may building dito sa subdivision namin na pinupuntahan namin dati kasi ang may ari nun e yung tita nung kababata ko. sa 2nd floor inilipat yung parlor nila. andon ako sa may terrace, tinitignan ko yung mga taong nadaan ng maisipan ko na lang mag spit :| pagka spit ko . . . togoinks!!! may natamaan na mama na dumaan :)) nagtago ako agad sa loob ng parlor :))
- tuwing gabi may nadaan na nagbabalot. naiinggit ako sa pagsabi niya ng "BALOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTT!!!! PEEEENNNNOOOOYYYY BAAAAALLOOOOOOOOOOTTTTT!!!" so ginaya ko :|
Magbabalot: (lalakad) Baaalloooottt!!!
Agatha: Peeeennnoooyyyy Balooooooottttt!!!!
- kapag may bisita: iiyak ako :| magtatantrum :| nakasimangot :| may pinuntahan ata kaming wedding dati, di ko alam kung kanino. bat parang di ata ako kumaen non? wala akong naaalalang kumaen ako :| tapos may car na maghahatid samin pauwi. since maliit ako, nakakandong pero sa case ko, hihiga ako! >:P tapos mainet pa ata non kaya sobrang likot ko, nag iiiyak na ko at pinagsisisipa kung sino man may hawak ng paa ko
- sabi naman ni mami dati nung nagkkwento siya. si kuya daw magaling nung bata.
Mami: Si Rex magaling nung bata e, alam niya yung tunog nung Smart! tapos lagi niyang nilalaro yung shapes, yung nilulusot yung blocks.
Agatha: e ako??!
Mami: magaling ka din, kaso dinodrawingan mo yung mga pader natin ng crayon mo.
**speaking of crayons, naalala ko malaki crayola box ko non! yung may sharpener sa likod tapos ang daming color :8o amaze na amaze ako kasi first ko lang non makarinig ng color na "periwinkle" :| tapos dinala ko yun sa school, hiniram ng classmate ko yung black, pagkabalik niya sakin . . . AMP!!! Putol na!
yan pa lang naaalala ko. nakwento ko na ata kasi yung ginagamit ko yung mga sword ng samurai ni kuya para sa Barbie ko e. pati ginawa ko ring sasakyan yung lego car niya para sa mga sailor moon ko, they have to ride in style!!!
1 taon na!! weee!!!
it's Booji and Beybu's "First Date Anniv!!!!!"
ako nauna bumati kagabi habang natulo na laway niya sa pagtulog, weee!!
this is our first pic, ako kumuha kasi tamad yung isa :| pati sabi ko ngumiti siya :| nakikita niyo naman, matinong kausap :|
i can't sleep, because the lappy is still on and i haven't heard the "ingrid!!! tulog na!!" from dadi. im hearing engines running and tires sliding, they're watching fast and furious 4 upstairs.
again, thoughts in mym head kept on playing, way harder to sleep now.
i think im losing grip, to tell or not to tell. we'll see. . .