♥ spends most of her time in her room staring at her ceiling *day dreaming* full of glow in the dark stickers
♥ keeps picking on her eye lashes :| because it itches
♥ loves doodling, pizza, boorger, pasta, pucca and every food that she can think of
♥ sometimes makes her own recipe when left alone in the kitchen
♥ loves playing with boomboom *one-eyed pup*
♥ does not have any clue on things she does for the first time
my must haves and must dos
♥ finish this darn template
♥ make cordon bleu
♥ look for a polaroid cam
♥ clean my closet ♥
♥ get a job
♥ meet 10 new people ♥
♥ finish my photo cork board ♥
♥ know more about photoshop *noob*
♥ buy myself cosmetics from Etude House
♥ go to 10 new places this year
♥ outing with friends or by myself
♥ managed my own resto-bar! oh yeah!
i never felt so exhausted, pissed off and disgusted at myself at the same time.
i started going to work for the last 4 days...to be honest, i felt nothing...not even excited or interested. that may sound absurd since i worked my way in and now that i'm there...im trying to find a way out.
im so beat up especially on my way home, at ngayon nakikisabay pa itong putang inang ulan na toh. feeling ko ang malas malas ko dahil lagi na lang may side trip when everything is going well.
ngayon, ngayong araw lang ako sobrang naasar. i was so thankful that for noob at work, our saturdays are half days... earlier, i was so psyched to go home so i didn't bother whether the rain was pouring hard.
from nichols, i walked to gate 3 to take a jeep going to mantrade, it seems odd because a lot of people were walking at the side of the expressway. baka nasiraan ang bus.
when i got to gate 3, the hell! flood. so i went back to villamor air base because the jeepneys going to alabang are there.
i found nothing, just stranded cars who can't make their way to the flooded express way. ive never imagined that EDSA can be flooded.
as i roam around to check out if there were jeeps bus etc coming, a man yelled at me saying that there are none. "manong pano makakapunta alabang?" .... "lalakad tayo."...."malapit po ba?"...."uunti-untiin"
instead of waiting for nothing, i went with him....
VILLAMOR AIR BASE TO MERVILLE MERVILLE TO ASTRA
took a jeep going to SUCAT
took off because of traffic
i was supposed to go to the other side because the jeepney terminal is there, i have to pass the neck high flood...how? styrofoam carried by 4 big men to get me across.
finally...im in the jeep, that will take me straight to SAN PEDRO, but when we got to SAN PEDRO, waist high flood greeted us.
i phoned my brother, and he told me that dadi will figure out a way to get me out of there. unfortunately, tricycles won't go to where im at.
GIMMICKS: a lot of people who tend to earn something out of the situation, provided us a lift. they'll pull, we sit and pay.
i got on a raft, good for six people, fought my way to get in that raft! hanggang SAN LORENZO lang yun kasi dun wala na masyadong baha. And there awaits my dad with a tric.
now, im worried about Booji, he's stranded at Sta. Lucia. i won't encouraged him to do the same thing i did because it's dangerous.
Dear GOD, please make the rain stop. please.
first day phunk
hey hey! im so looking forward to this day because i have been told that this would be my first day of work. there was some concerns that i tried to confirm last week so that i'd know if im going to report today.
yesterday's fortune cookie says that i should follow my instinct...that would be showing up to work without their confirmation that i should report. i went to bed as early as i can, i sounded the alarm by 6am an i put all my things in my bag. by 3or 4 am, ha ha! it rained :| me...being in the state of half asleep and half awake, decided to just phone the office by 9 am...9 am came and my phone rang, it's the office! shoot!
Sheila: Hello Agatha? Agatha: yes mam? S: Asan ka na??? di ba 9 am? A: e mam! akala ko di pa okay yung medical ko e S: Aaah...ok na siya, di ba nag punta ka dito nung friday, di ko ba nasabi sayo na tuesday simula? A: OPO, e sabi nyo po tawagan ko kayo ng sat by 3 pm para confirm yung medical ko e S: Aaaah..weekdays lang kasi kami A: mam gusto nyo punta na ko ngayon? S: E ano oras ka pa makakapunta dito? tawagan na lang kita ulet
see..not my fault :|
just in case, i took a shower and placed my phone inside the CR. while im in the middle of conditioning my hair, the phone rang! dumdumdum, it was her again..."bukas na lang" she said.
red wedge heels
that's what i got from mami when i asked her where my flats are. i only have few shoes while she got tons of heels that she never wore. she bought because it was on sale but i never saw her wear it. if my shoes or slippers are missing, she's the only person i could think of that "borrowed" it...borrowed meaning taking without me knowing slash taking without my permission.
if only i could walk on those heels.
leg muscle for me is 2 or 3 days away. i may not be jogging but brisk walking would be my work out everyday. shit, talagang magmumukhang Dora na ko.
pahamak ang 3rd stick.
i came out from my room last night looking for an alcohol, i asked my dad if we still have some, he immediately looked for it and checked my arm if it was an allergy. while washing my arm, he went to my room, i panicked "shet! yung lighter pati yung yosi nasa table" he switched on the lights and i have no idea if he saw what was placed on the table. while rubbing my arm i immediately blocked his view and he asked " anu yon? " i just looked at him with an irritated face (my reaction kuno sa kati)
im not bothered on if he noticed how my room smelled since he has the stench of tobacco all over him.
now, only my tita who's busy cross-stitching is the only one here with me...the rest is gone...my goal starts now.
wake up call 10-11 am
i sooper miss the times i wake up an hour before lunch, for the past 3 days, i've been running around just to complete those stinking requirements. magmumukha na akong Dora, shet!!
i was working on my NBI and Police Clearance a while ago, they're stupid...everything has a price.
don't make me do that again
i was hoping i could relax this week, how i wish... i have to complete the requirements and submit those by friday then by next week...imma working girl, ewh! it never sunk into me, im not used to filling up application forms and not writing "student" as an occupation.
i went to clinilab this morning, i brought my "fresh" poop :)) for them since they're asking for it. first check up would be my pearly whites...i find the tool (explorer?) disgusting, so after the dentist checked whatever she needs to check in my teeth, i gargled. second would be at the lab for drug testing? i dunno, that's where they asked for my shit and hand me a container for my urine, the nurse also got a blood sample from me (i wonder what my blood type is) another cool thing that she used was this pen shaped puncher that pricks fingers :| cool.
after that, i went to a room where the nurse ... i hate that part :| weight..check, height...check, ears...check, throat...check, eyes...check, body .... ewh!!! is she a lesbo?!?! :)) the good part was i don't have to take off my clothes :D
then for my vision, the girl asked me to cover one eye and read the letters posted on the wall, i didn't quite hear her, she was asking me to cover the other one and as for me, i covered the same eye and just pretend that i did what she made me do...who cares? i can read, my vision's fine and THAT'S THE BOTTOM LINE COZ STONECOLD SAID SO! :|
last would be the x-ray, i have to take off my bra at this one :)) then im done!
second task is to look for BDO-Perea Branch, never heard of it, so as usual, i got lost. Getting lost is no big deal for me, all the people you ran into are walking maps, drivers are the best :D security guards came in second. i just had to bear the heat of the sun and the exhaustion of walking from here to there and im done!
tomorrow would be another day 3 requirements left and im good to go.
kaen, talon, takbo
part 2 of Kat, Sarah, Apol and me was at Petron. sayang wala si merl pati si joy...anyways, it was a long day and before i call it a night, namomoblema pa din ako kung pano yung stool sample. imbis na mag sink in na may trabaho na ko e naffrustrate ako sa medical. shet.
from 5-7pm: we ate at Mcdo, kwentuhan and picture galore sa gilid ng SLEX :)) sweet!!! you won't see that anywhere!!! yan ang buhay ng mga taong walang magawa dito sa south!!! wooot!!!!
btw, check this out, yule made this and it's worth posting :))
why is there a cake on Blogger's homepage?
i have to avoid MTV for now, i kept on seeing the Katy Perry Promo :( sana pag nag concert ang The Ting Tings dito e may money akoooo :((
ang post na ito ay napaka random
new ate in the house, kuya's girlfriend is here...with donuts...for us/ME bwahahhaha! maybe she's gonna wait for mami... so the "meet the parents" would be official. last thursday kasi si dadi lang na meet niya pati si tita. kinaen ko pa nga yung Choco Mucho na nakalagay sa ibabaw ng piano kahit di ko pa nakikita fes niya in person :| kapal muks ako :|
sabi ni tita kamukha ko daw :| edi MAGANDA siya :8o
im starving, im always starving. my tummy will start to make the "feed me" sound even though i just had a meal. parang pag nilulunok ko yung kinakaen ko e ang lalim ng binabagsakan... or ang theory ko e pag yung food e nasa esophagus pa lang, tunaw na tunaw na siya hanggang sa maglaho na...di na naabot sa small intestines ko, oh mi goodness gresyus.
speaking of food...how come yung mga bata pag nakaen e pat yung cheeks nila e may dungis din...ewh :| hindi naman ata ako ganun nung bata ako, ewh. instead of holding a chicken (drumstick) e i used my spoon and fork, ang artee ko :| and when i eat Planters' Cheeseballs, i just used my fingers, i don't scoop an amount and eat it...ets sew messy, uh! :|
when september ends
i'll get to know whether a company would hire me or i have waited for nothing. im exhausted, thanks to our friendly weather that decided to pour this day rather than yesterday and thanks to my heels that made my feet sore.
most people looked at me earlier, i don't know if there's something on my face or they can't stop looking at the huge zit on my lips that i've popped kanina :D PEHEYNFUL!
now, im gonna blog about something that is supposed to be a secret. since i blurted it to my tita, there's no point in keeping it a secret. my cousin will get married this october and she's asking me to be part of the entourage. agatha = excited. super excited because i get to wear a gown for FREE :D they're already asking for my measurements, but the thing is ... the wedding will be held at Mindoro and my brother already backed out, tae. plus my dad is somewhat hesitant since a company might phone for me regarding my application.
kung ako lang GO na ko. kaso wala akong kasama papunta dun, maybe my dad's bothered about the whole Super Ferry incident. di naman ako pwede mag RO-RO kasi maalon.
tama nga si Junio, dapat di na lang ako nag initiate makipag-usap sa taong mukhang walang balak makipag-ayos. Kung lagi na lang tutulugan at ipagbubukas yung mga ganito, walang mangyayari...tapos eexpect mo na gaganda na lang mood ko ng bigla e wala pa namang naayos, haha. maghanap ka na lang ng robot mo.
busy busy, naging busy din ako non pero lagi akong gumagawa ng time. tsk. bahala ka.
hay naku, bat kaya may mga taong insensitive. siguro nga may mga nakasanayan silang ginagawa pero hello??? iba na ngayon, kaya makaramdam ka. para kang linta, dikit ka ng dikit, psh.
this is bullshit!
i am so messed up right now. if only companies would consider playing pc games as one of my proficiencies, i would probably have a job right now or i could apply to another industry.
puro call center agents!!!!! bwiset!
eto na naman si monster
sabi ni dadi dadalhin na daw ni kuya gf niya dito tomorrow. ha ha
i need a friend right now. the one that listens before he reacts.
sagad sa buto
kahit ol lang paghanap ko ng work napagod ako.
pucha dinadaga ako
nakakainggit yung mga classmates kong nagsisi-alisan na. yung iba mag aaral, yung iba flight attendant na. napapaisip tuloy ako.
may boyfriend pa ba ako?
ang hirap magparamdam ngayon, parang mapapahiya ka lang.
kagabi ko lang ulet inilawan yung lovah lamp habang na soundtrip at na yosi para makatulog. kinakabahan ako na nalulungkot na naaasar din. di ko dapat ibblog toh kaso ang hirap pag sinasarili lang.
puro mellow songs ang nagplay randomly sa playlist ko sabay nakatitig lang ako sa lovah lamp na parang ewan. naghihintay din sa wala. gustong gusto ko matulog pero 4:30 na di pa rin ako inaantok. nung naka idlip naman ako, bad dream naman.
(ayan, nagreply na. parang wala lang)
ang mali samin, isang taon na kaming sanay na di laging nagkikita...kaya pag nagsama naman kami, di rin kami sanay. tapos parang ngayon kelangan din di laging magtext, haha. ocge. pero sana isang "hello, buhay pa ko" ok lang kahit papano. parang sa isang buwan e isang beses lang kami magkikita, minsan, di pa para sakin o sa kanya alone yung time na yun. kadalasan sabit lang. so sa isang taon siguro 12 times lang kami magkikita. parang pag nawala ako ng isang taon e hindi kawalan sa kanya. haha. umalis kaya ako? ok kaya yun?
kinakabahan ako dahil baka maulit lang yung dati, biglang wala nang magpaparamdam...yun pala tapos na. kahit gaganito ganito ako, deserve ko rin naman malaman kung bakit ganun di ba?