it's a surprise that i decided to stay at home today, considering i have so much to do.

yesterday, i got caught in the rain-shine situation. after a 2-3 hours stay in diliman, i went at dadi's office to try my luck if i could get a glimpse of a plane landing. i tried to get the closest shot of the 747 though i only have my loser lens :|

now, i'm here at home...doing nothing other than munching on a sandwich i made spreading goober!!, trying not to get annoyed on the sunlight (whenever i turned off the lights..so will the skies be dimmer), craving for a baked ziti, cheeseburger deluxe and silvanas.

speaking of baked ziti, i had a whole plate yesterday (no good) i guess you can appreciate something if you can have it little by little :| i almost threw up because i ate too much.

i'll google later the recipe, hopefully i could find something

i played dress up at The Ramp before my dad and i went home :|

the reason why i visited that place was to check out Ichigo's Brown Floral Oxfords i saw last week. the lady told me that new sizes would be arriving this week. as always, no sizes available for my huge feet :(( i also saw that pair when i went to Port88 last month, tsk tsk. WHY CAN'T I HAVE YOU!!!!

just now, while i was accepting gift requests in facebook...i saw an ad on the right side of my screen. Gary Pepper Vintage :D catchy! then bOOM! i love some of the dresses! but it's for auction. one of the comments states that the bidding starts at 99cents :|

if only my mom have a good taste in clothes :|

attention bob ong! i want to meet you!

inuman tayo!

today was very exhausting because i wore heels and i have to be in places.

first, i went (alone) to school to work on my contact prints. 1 more enlargement pending. being alone in the darkroom wasn't cool. i tried not to think of "doray" the ghost who played with my blower :| i was alone with only the soft light as my guide to what i'm doing and i turned on my phone to listen to my play list. it also served as a distraction so i won't be imagining things...such as someone tapping my shoulder :(( or misplacing some of my things because "you know who" might be kidding around :(( or or! when i stepped in the dark room from the "revolving door aka vortex" someone might be waiting for me on the corners :((((

i swear...i was bit palpitating. i don't know if it's because the fixer stinks...or i wasn't full because i just had a sandwich for breakfast.

i also dealt with time pressure because i was informed that a make up class will be held anytime soon...plus i'm scheduled for an interview. FAST MODE!

second, i have to be in Sta. Mesa for an interview where i screwed up. i'm not familiar with the place. boss just gave me instructions on how to get there by commuting. i walked from quiapo to LRT (ouch) hailed a cab in front of V.Mapa Station..then walk :(( and rode a tric. finally i got there while everybody was still having their lunch.

for the interview part: iba talaga pag ang nag iinterview ay may artistic mind...ROCK en ROLL! it was totally different from those employers in the BULLSHIT (tourism) industry... well, i wouldn't say i aced it...i tried to answer his questions but he keeps on cutting me off while encoding every word i said on his laptop :D i even asked him if i'm being interviewed for a full time position because i don't want my work to conflict on studies. if he wants me there, i would only be working part time and be paid per day. another problem would be the distance of the office from laguna..he sees it as a problem though i assured him there's nothing to worry.

third, i went to mega mall to visit the kingdom of forever 21. before i could do that, i have to have my lunch-merienda first. every now and then, i'm really craving for Sbarro's Baked Ziti! considering how tired i was...i added a slice of cheese pizza. first bite of my pizza...hello charcoal on my plate! ^#%#^%#! that's why i heard a crisp sound! i told the waiter about it and again he served me another slice. i was about to finish the whole thing when i saw 2 strands of hair in it >:|

so as everyone's fellow food critic...DON'T EVER THINK ABOUT EATING THERE! hmph!

back on my forever 21 madness.. it was fun playing dress up there! :)) i fell in love with the black and white striped skirt which fits me perfectly (didn't buy it) :) my butt looked bigger! :)) i also bought the blue hanging top though i wasn't a fan of the fabric. i also saw a blazer similar to what Blair Waldorff wears :D love it! and last but definitely not the least...the numerous selections of necklaces! wah!!! i'm into vintage necklaces now! considering what happened the first time i went there...you really have to buy what you love because the clothes, accessories, shoes, etc. are really a hit. i call that place "the shopaholics haven" so take what you can and buy it!

all thanks to my almighty credit card (patay na naman ako kay dadi) i bought 2 items only :D good girl!

say hello to the newest addition of agatha's neckalces!


kyot!

i'm trying to figure out how to use lightroom and this is what i came up with :| lame!

i'm scheduled for an interview tomorrow and after 5 months, i get to wear something corporate tomorrow :|

i wonder where did i put my heels and my gray slacks...hmm

i'm not yet in the state of being nervous, perhaps tomorrow it will hit me...HARD!

major cram and total effort awaits me.

i have to be at school by 8:30am to work on my requirements for Black and White. Prep myself a bit, then i'm going somewhere in Sta. Mesa to see if i have what it takes...to be the next... :|

i remembered how my first interview went with PAL, i was too hard on myself :)) even my parents felt sorry for me. in fairness...i rocked my second interview with Cebu Pacific :))

anyway, i got rejected too many times until i reached the part where it wasn't a big deal to me anymore :D

bwiset na bahay toh!

bwiset na kapatid!

sana mag move out ka na dito!

no agendas regarding school work today

instead of staying in, i went to ayala just to roam around and look for a pair of jeans because i'm only using two during school days...all thanks to my skinny ass i can't use my other jeans stuck in my closet.

i didn't bring my camera which was really a bummer. i was on the bus then boom! i saw a plane landing, shit! i always wanted to take a shot of a plane taking off or landing at the tarmac.

while seating somewhere in greenbelt..boom! a couple was jamming with their guitar, two kids innocently looking for something in the pond, lots of people!!! :((

4 more photos for my so-called portfolio. psh.

plus, i was too late to deposit something at bdo. when i got there it was already closed :((

boo!

i'm bored!

i easily get bored nowadays

i wished i haven't rushed into watching you're beautiful

and

i'm too bored to watch it again

bored

im so booored

booo!

(car engines roaring- background)

i always wanted to wreck cars or drift them :|

i received an email from someone, they saw my online resume. HOORAY! for jobstreet :|

every month (i think) i always search for jobs that i would like to apply for, even it's just part time...also the ones looking for interns, i click one of those as well.

hopefully they would give me a call for an interview...fingers-crossed!

i had trouble sleeping last night and it's because i spent my whole day watching super cheesy korean drama :))

the same thing happened to me when i watched Hana Yori Dango 1 and 2...waaahh!!

i even asked my brother to just download the whole thing so that i could have my laugh trips without the hassle of going online and wait for every episode to load.

when i'm engaged into these kind of chick flicks..i can't help wondering "what if it happened to me?" :)) it would sure add a little something in my oh-so-boring life :))

i want a Hwang Tae Kyung! or maybe i would be the meanie and find a guy that i can bully!! yeah! that would be so much fun!! or maybe i could find a guy that is pretending to be a girl :| then i caught him and he begged me not to tell. there must be a catch for me to tag along on his who-knows scheme...hmmm...but what would it be??

agatha too much chocolate
still sabaw for not having enough sleep

i'm sure i've blogged about how i was so fed up seeing Koreans almost everywhere. ladies go gaga on their songs that i absolutely don't get :|

but last saturday, i began watching "you're beautiful" and i liked it!

suddenly i want a pig-rabbit :| or or or a Pucca-Garu stuffed toy...i'll call it Pu-Ga :| or Pu-Ru? :|

it's actually pretty cute if you're a klutz..making a huge mess on someone's life :)) but of course i don't want to be bullied all the time

Hwang Tae Kyung - what a name :))

i do have a knack in giving advice to other people having love problems ;p

yes...sarah (friend) started the story without revealing the identities of the people involved. yeah right! as if i'm dummy not to realize. obviously she's B1 and her boy friend is B2 :))

i'm not going to blog anymore about the story about what happened to her friend as well as the the reaction of her boyfriend when she told him and her reaction on how her boyfriend didn't show any sympathy tsk.tsk.

i'm definitely in no position to elaborate her thoughts about her hubby but if i were her...i wouldn't spoil him at all!! him and i are alike...i've been spoiled and it was no good, haha!

end. :|

i'm watching "you're beautiful" and i got bored blogging about this. i just want to write how good of a relationship counselor i can be :D because i don't have a love life and i'm good in giving advice to couples out there :D peace!

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shoot! this happened last monday and i wasn't aware of it?!!?

held at out building on the 12th floor?!?! that our cafeteria!! :| why would they held it there? :))

since im not doing tonight and im still not in the mood to do things that should be done...i'll try to blog about random things here in mi blogger and maybe polyvore-ing that will be posted on my tumblr account.

im going gaga on old stuff...something vintage...i always have my eye on something vintage. now i'm collecting vintage necklaces because my mom's collection is more of an ethnic vibe...while some are just plain tacky :| maybe i'll appreciate it later on.

i remembered how envious i was when Kuya Ricci (classmate) brought his top down at school...so vintage!

see... i don't know much about cars :| and i would probably flunk at driving school if ever i was graded that time :|

but it would be cool to drive one of these!!!!

i wake up, took a shower, applied girly stuff on my face and starved for 2 hours while waiting for a text message.

our plan to go to EK did not push through and i have no idea that it was canceled.

i wasn't feeling bum about it...no gastos on my part. well, not really...i was a bit upset because i dissed my other agendas for this one. so i went to Alabang to try my luck on finding good jeans...shots for exhibit or whatever cool stuff i can find then i went home...now im bored :|

im even in the middle of "blogging-to-make-me-sane" and "blogging-a-crappy-post-again"

what else can i do other than listening to john mayer and digging in treasure isle?

i could have been somewhere in Meralco Avenue right now enjoying some dance concert. 200 din yun. tsk.tsk.

finding this camera made the 10 minutes of my day!

i'm really looking for a polaroid camera, i even searched online if i could score an old school looking cam...but all they have now is the portable ... lame :|

haha! i'm just loving the cool vibe of having something vintage :D

anyway, we were at hidalgo to buy some stuff. it was just a coincidence because i told uno that i want one then boom! he saw it displayed on some repair shop.

for 500 bucks!!!!

the uncool thing about it was that i can't tell if it's working...neither did kuya (the one that i can't charm :| ) and i believe it hard to find a film because as you can see...we're all digital..tsk!

that's why i wanted the old stuff...may it be second hand. everyone is all obsessed to keep up with the new gadgets.

we tried to look for something older than what we saw but instead we found a fujifilm instax for 1 grand plus...tempting...good thing i didn't gave in :D

sad part was...i was ready to buy it...whether it would be a collectible or something i could use to goof around...i even tried to haggle fro 350 but kuya doesn't want to >:P

why haggle for a lower price?

• a tweezer was used just to get the area for the cartridge to open
• the lock wasn't working
• he didn't gave me any warranty in case the camera won't work

so i went home...sad...no polaroid camera in hand :(((

i'm still wearing what i wore to school today, it's always better to relax first and unwind before going to shower. yeaahh! you do what i do to save your legs or any part of your body from varicose veins.

cool thing happened earlier. we (pat, mai, uno and me) stayed at the room while the others went to redo their nude shots again. the four of us went to the dark room because the ever so expensive De La Salle only have two enlargers for 14-20 people. tsk.

anyway, the lights were off (even the soft light) because we don't have any changing bag and uno will be processing his film. so for 5-10 minutes...we were just wandering at the total darkness while waiting for him to load his film on the reel...that wasn't easy...taking time to do so will be the best-est move ever.

so there we were...sitting....i was whining on how i wanted to eat at Army Navy when suddenly there was a loud noise outside.

my hair dryer was left plugged in...funny! no one was there :D all of our classmates went home already. we kept calling names out to check if someone's using it...NO RESPONSE.

they started panicking while i kept enumerating reasons why my blower was turned on.
excuses such as:

• maybe sir ador was outside...the last time i check..he is fond of blow drying :|
• maybe mary anne went back to dry her cyano type print
• or deddy came back...for no reason :|
• or the kuya's outside were just trying to scare us.

i was really starving to care if something creepy just happened. so uno went outside to check. he went to the "revolving door thingy" or the one i called "vortex" because the door was locked from the outside. the other door leading to the hallway was also closed.

uno asked the guys if someone came in...they said no....hmmm....
he also asked if they heard the noise....they said yes :D

so we went outside....i checked my trusted blower and found the switch loosened up.

i had it jammed so if ever i wished to turn it off, i just simply pull the plug...but now...it turns out the creepy ghost or whatever it was fixed it for me :|

i tried it again...but it wasn't working na >:(

shoooot...preeesssssuuuureeee!!! :((

for these past weeks, it has been difficult for me to get up and prep myself to wherever place i should be.

we went to The Fort to try our luck. i bet i will really be in places for these coming weeks so i could pass my requirements (and will be spending for bus/cab fares..food and food.)

i'm sooo tired..will someone give me 10 sleeping pills so i could chug it down and wait until it wears off.

i've been seeing number 8 a lot...on my way to school and on my way home.

today marks the most memorable event that happened 2 years ago and also a year ago :))

08.08.08

i was in the middle of an airline training (australian embassy) this was the time where we were having our OJT at the airport. i skipped a couple of lectures just to meet someone :D

lunch at yellow cab, we were trying different pizzas every time we eat there. that day we had (i think) the chicken barbecue?

we watched Don't mess with the Zohan then asked me to be his girl :D

i miss you..

im not a traitor ... but it's really my dream to get in at UP Diliman :|

still day dreaming of seating in a Film and Audio Visual Communication class...watching films that were made for who knows when.

well, i could have gone to UP LB and wait for a year to try my luck...but...eh!

enough high school dream blogging.

from south to north, please do give me some credit on how patient i am to travel all the way to QC on a Saturday morning.

actually, i was an hour late...i don't know where the gym was and manong, i think, was HIGH that time because he forgot to drop me off near the place.

UP Isaw, we will come back for you.

WRONG!

all guards are holding a grudge against me.

in UST, i was always trying to avoid this certain security guard so that he won't see me wearing flats and not wearing my id

this time, my id got confiscated for the second time because i was wearing a sleeveless top. tsk. tagged as having an improper attire.

i hate you damn guards! even those at the mall pretending to check our bags!

personally, i think this is one of the stupidest reality shows aired on tv.

a guy with the pursuit of finding the love of his life had been given a chance to do so onscreen...what the fuck.

his saying almost the same thing to all the ladies drooling all over him.

"i've fallen for you", "i felt the connection between the two of us" blah blah blah..and in the end, he has to break someone's heart or some girls attempt to get the money.

they just let the guy pick someone out from the crowd to be his girl..that's all there is.