i'm beginning to think that having my own phone in my room is a bad idea. i bought my own unit so i could easily get it when i'm asleep, now, it's just screwing me up on my sleep.

a while ago, someone from the sky cable called and asked if everything's fine with our cable. i checked and got back to her saying that there's still no connection...then she asked me to open the digibox and started giving me directions. para siyang armalite na dire-direcho magsalita. so i hang up on her >:P i'm trying to say something and your not even listening. thank you for the wake up call by the way. psh.

i now can pair you up with the chowking girl who ruins my sleep just to give me a reminder if we would like to have something delivered.

and i'm all cranky.

i received a message from ms. bangs,she asked to cover 2 events on the 16th. double pay and i have to turn over the shots at the end of the day. i told her i couldn't make it, then she said "sayang! for vanity fair yung event, anyway thanks and enjoy!"

was she being sarcastic? :|

am i going to miss out a star studded event that would be a great addition to my ala-paparazzi portfolio? :)))

vanity fair or australia? :) no. i'm good :D

too much soda = trouble sleeping.

and again i'm hearing the roosters doing the wake up call. psh.

so i finally got my visa, it was easier than i thought...after 2 months of nagging my mom to take some time off on her busy schedule to complete all her requirements..after a week voila!

she did pay a visit a while ago, she dropped by to gave me the money she owed dad. it looked illegal when she handed it to me...a thick bundle of cold cash stashed in an envelope :)) for 5 seconds i felt like i'm filthy rich!

Dear Joseph Gordon-Levitt,

when i was a kid and i decided to watch rated PG shows other than cartoons, i always flip the channel to watch 3rd rock from the sun :| you were so adorable sporting your semi long hair that you tuck behind your ears....but now

you turned out to be a hottie especially when you're hair is all messed. i can't believe you're 30!!!! :| i'm not attracted to heath ledger and i can see the resemblance of the two of you but you, man, are awesome!!



Joseph Gordon-Levitt is not the boy next door nor the bad boy type but for some reason...he exudes a certain hotness :|

i gotta watch ellen degeneres show more often...last night was a back to back eye candy for me. this guy right here promoting 50/50 and Adam Levine! rocking "Moves Like Jagger"

i have spent 9 or 10 hours in front of the tv and dissed facebook for today. there's so much new shows that i can't miss this month.

like the emmy's and the pilot episode for this cycle of antm hmmm....not as cool as i've imagined.

after 2 or 3 years, i get to see zye again. she's a high school classmate and one my closest friends i had. we lost communication when we went to college...no hi's or hello's. we think she changed a lot having a new crowd in her school. some of my friends don't really get her, i guess i got used to how she acts that why i didn't mind.

one of the things i can't forget about her was that we had the same crush when we were in 2nd year high school and we used to have a contest on "who is better? mandy moore or jennifer lopez?" :))))

she really is a nice girl...misunderstood on some ways because of gossiping and meddling on some people's business.

we will miss you and hope you have a blast in US :)

as of this very moment, i'm blogging while my dad is sleeping on the couch.

my mom's in their room sound asleep while my dad is here in the living room. the silent tension between this two really bugs me. how i wish that they'll get over their money issues >:|

i would like to thank sky cable for doing a banged up job on having their viewers miss whatever they are watching. because of you, i didn't have my 8pm-ish dose of matteo guidicelli. >:|

btw, he just made it to my crush list! weeee!!!

when i first saw him on tv, i don't get it why some girls went gaga over him...after taking this shot on one of the events i covered...i still don't get it.

until i watched "My Binondo Girl" where he plays as a happy go lucky guy, now i know!

i sure hope that Gift Gate still sells pillows that has his face printed on it..the very pillow i gave elaine for her birthday a few years ago :| though i have a stack of pillows that i've been kicking out of my bed during my sleep, i'll definitely make room for him (it) :))))

i hate you coco martin for punching his sweet face!!!!

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on the other note, what is this i heard that there's going to be a toll hike? is this their idea of getting rid of bottlenecks on some areas?

I get to watch the trailer a couple of months ago and i've been waiting for Fox to air this new series starring Zooey Deschanel!

love love love it!!!

her character is dorky, weird and fun and have been dealing with a bad break up. maybe i should move out and live with 3 other guys :|

mami and i went to one corporate plaza around makati to turn over our application for the visa. it very different from the very first one i had. no interviews what so ever, i guess that's how things go when the embassy decided to outsource, meaning they sort of have a call center that also checks your requirements and they'll be responsible for having them brought to the embassy for processing.

i just can't keep my mouth shut back there, all the fees are really ridiculous. it's as if they are ripping you off up close. tsk.

i called them a couple of weeks ago, someone answered and gave me the numbers to dial so i could know the details....after dialing and being transferred to several people, i end up with the same person whom answered my first call :|

i asked him what form should i filled up if my mom's intent is purely business and she's bringing me along, he said form 456 and it's up to the embassy if i'll be declared as dependent.

then this morning, the guy at the front desk asked me if i'll be participating the conference..if i have a job or go to school.... he then asked for our invitations to check with his other colleagues and said that we'll have to pay 5,700 each (fee for business visa)

when my mom and i are in the elevator to go to the bank for a manager's check...i asked her "kung di ako dependent (because i'm over 18 years old) dapat tourist visa sakin...so dapat 5,300 lang ang fee ko" which made sense since it wasn't indicated in the invitation that i'll be joining them for the conference.

in this kind of situations...i asked all the questions to my mom...she just doesn't retaliate with these people! haaay!

then when our number was called to proceed to the window for everything to be checked...the guy said that the embassy might ask for another form for me to fill out (tourist form) i could have done it while i was there but they just want to check with their officers first if ever our first attempt will be granted. 400 pesos over if ever. 400 pesos!!!! then my mom paid another 1,200 for the courier....600 each. i say what the hell!!! magkaiba ba tayo ng bahay na pag dedeliveran?!!?

geez!

shame! shame!!!

i just knew that when a person turns 60, it should be celebrated in a most memorable way.

my tita lee is having her party at luisiana right now with most of our relatives. my dad and i get to see everyone but can't stay all night to have fun because we just asked my mom's colleague to drive the company car (to/from)

i am so under dressed for these occasions. we don't have any clue that we should be wearing a semi-formal attire...awkward and at the same time a blessing because they asked me to take a photograph of everything i can and it was celebrated in their town plaza :|

i wanted to go so much because i don't want them asking what i'm doing right now. like the conversation we had with tito quing. he said i should try applying in qatar airways as a flight attendant, he also mentioned how well educated his kids are while my dad tried to force his way in the conversation to tell him that i have a job offer in singapore. i so thank my dad for coming in to save me :))))

a part of me wants to stay longer so that my dad could have fun with his brothers and sisters and stay for the 60 flying lanterns...cool huh? it's a gimmick they made to celebrate my tita's birthday....so i told my brother to do the same thing with our dad. he so deserves it and we're going to celebrate it and invite all of our relatives. i'm going to save up for it as soon as i get a job.

my kitty cat freaks me out, he's cute and all and he keeps rubbing his body against my leg, the next thing i know...i'll feel a stinging pain because he bit me for no reason :|

i really don't get cats :|

now i can't blog because he's roaming arouNd my chair :S

today was very productive..and yes im being sarcastic.

i went to an agency who got hold of my cv for a job in singapore. they say that they prefer students who went to the TOP 5 schools in the country. it was my first time to do that and i wasn't really planning to pursue it because my mind is not set to live and work overseas for 2 years but i tried it out anyway to make matters clearer.

some agencies could sometimes deceive you. so beware if you think they are asking for too much..sometimes going with your gut works best. CA Newfoundland was okay. they are legal but there's always a catch. for example, they already disclose the amount that you'll be getting if ever you took the job, if it involves a couple of digits...yes it's tempting and that's natural but what if you could get more? hmmm...what if the amount they laid out was already cut so they already have a guarantee money in their company? yes placement fees are part of it, but there's no harm if you could get the right information so you could assess if they made a profit out of you reasonably...or you've been just ripped off.

what i experienced today was an interview via skype with a singaporean employer working in Ferragamo. cool huh?! they are offering us this "STORE CUSTOMER REPRESENTATIVE" a much formal name for a sales lady :))) sure there's nothing wrong with it if i'm going to work for a high-end brand and the offer is really high, but am i willing to sacrifice 2 years of my time to be away with my.....doggies!?!! :))))))

on my way home while i was in the bus...i have sort things out (you could think rationally when you're in the bus you know?) i could go there...look for a place to stay...pay for the rent, bills...etc. on my own while earning as much as a fresh grad could get or i could stay here...broke but happy :) whatcha think!?

i'll be naming foods that i really find hard to eat but once i popped it into my mouth...i can't stop

• tacos- i just had these a while ago. i'm trying to relive what our schools canteen sells back in elementary days. ground beef...cabbage and lots a cheese-uh! the taco shell is made out of deep fried lumpia wrapper that i prefer rather than ready made taco shells bought in the market...it's thin and tastes bland which make me give more love to the cheesy goodness. it's hard to eat because it cracks and will be all over the place once you take a bite out of it. i'm hoping there will be a deconstructed tacos just like what i had in school...i think it's way better than what they sell in taco bell :D
• crustaceans - prawns...crabs..the kind where you'll be spending most of your meal time peeling the shell or breaking into those claws to get the meat out

now i can't think of anything else :| what a waste of space to post all this :|

my neck, my back, my chest hurts all because of my constant coughing.

i can't breathe, i force to cough just to clear anything when i inhale but i don't know how to spit out phlegm...yuck!!!

i don't usually get sick but if i do..it's huge. i feel like i could die.

i can't lie down with my back because i can't breathe i do so...so i have to stack pillows where my upper body could be inclined.

i wanted to double the dose of what i'm taking right now but i don't want a repeat of what happened last night...i threw up :((