new year's resolution is a total cliche but i haven't made one because as they say, it's bound not to get accomplished.

• i will try to take care of myself, i have a vice so to compensate, i'll drink milk every night :|
• less facebook more reading, my mom's collection will do....
• i'll try not to curse on my aunt's (possibly) menopausal age :| this one's hard since it's impossible for me not to get affected by her mood swings and bad vibes
• no more doggie scratches or at least less doggie scratches
• get over and done with my braces for the coming year and embrace the life of having a retainer :D
• look for jobs that i'll stick to, not to get stressed about other people making loads of money, i need to focus on myself and what i want.
• clean my room every 2 months :| not twice a year
• i will be turning 23 so i should act like one, starting from my clothes...hopefully i'll get a job and get to upgrade my wardrobe to a more lady like options but still keeping my laid back ensemble or my usual look such as shorts, shirt and ballet flats.
• get my hair permed, as always..there is a need for a girl to sort of change her look once in a while depending..again...on the budget.
  

this may sound immature, but i just broke down in front of my mom because i had red marks all over my legs and my arm from my dogs who were misbehaving.

i untangled their chains and their constant reaction when i'm around or near them is being overly excited as if i wanted to play with them.

maybe it just hit me that if i continuously get scratches from them, it will all turn into scars and i might visit the clinic again for another round of shots.

i know i'm responsible to take care of them since i don't want to give them away but it would be nice if the man left at home would take effort on watching over them, that's the least my brother could do since he's just in front of whatever LCD he sat in front of. having sore eyes is not an excuse to help out.

i end up panicking and crying in the bathroom while my mom applied antiseptic all over the area.

on the 23rd of christmas, my dad's brothers and sisters coming from different provinces in the south all came here for our family reunion. i was so restless, our plan to use plastic plates back-fired. i end up washing tons of dishes, glasses and cutlery. and i only have 80 pesos from my uncle :| no pila this year :((

my brother's coins were all scooped up by the younger ones and a couple of my cousins in my age...and what do i get?! nothing! i was too busy holding my camera :(((((((((

our clan is getting bigger. my cousins all have babies..or getting married. they even asked my brother to build a site for all of us to see :)) and i'm not going to do it :P i'm not going to be the admin.

by 8 pm, all mu uncles were drunk, including my dad who went all emotional and giddy when he sat down and talk to her sisters. i even escorted him to their room and planted his face flat on to the bed and barely moved for 2 hours :| that's how drunk he is.

and when you say drunk, this happens

i just saw him lying in front of our house waiting for his girlfriend :)

this is the sweetest thing i have ever since throughout this year.

puppy love.

dogs have hearts to, they have feelings like us. i just wish stray dogs will be rescued and treated right, get adopted by someone who will take care of them. these little things makes me want to visit a local animal shelter to volunteer and hunt those sons' of bitches that abused them.

before i got to bed at quarter to twelve, i go upstairs on my brother's room and to the balcony to smoke. i saw a brown dog and the next door's bitch together. last night, it's as if they went out on a date or a stroll and the bitch's curfew is by 12 am :)) it quickly ran to its house as the brown doggie follows. what a gentleman.

there were some nights when the brown dog patiently waits in front of the house just to check up on his girlfriend :D

the daily habits of an unemployed girlie has been messed up since saturday.

Sat: went to ayala because my dad was generous enough to give me 2k to buy new clothes. as always, it is a bad idea to go shopping on weekends especially on holidays. the boutiques are jam packed and there are no more sizes available because everyone wants everything and left me nothing! darn you shoppers!

and everyone wants to be in Forever 21 and in the department store so i went to The Ramp and became disappointed because Ichigo had new design of oxfords and yet again..no more sizes available. DARN YOU SHOE AFICIONADO's!!!

about a year ago, i tried the light gray/cream oxfords in Cole Vintage...the lady was very accommodating...she gets new pairs for me to try on. i haven't made up my mind back then, the shoes made my feet look longer and it really looked funny on me skinny legs + long feet = :| so i told her that i'll just look around and pick it up after i'm done...then i bailed on her :|

a year later (saturday) the pair was still there and i finally bought it. so in the end, i kept my promise of purchasing it :|

i even wore it after i paid for it, then i saw Jonathan (batchmate) and he's also looking for something, so i went with him to catch up. our feet hurts that time, my shoes are new and it's not in the state for long walks, but the good thing is...i already have oxfords...the very shoes i've been eyeing for a year :))

Sun: it was 11:30 am and my mom woke me up (what the!?) because lunch is ready. i've been asked to go with her to do the grocery, it is difficult to cross out the items on your list this season. it's not easy squeezing through a parade of push carts to go from one isle to another, and my mom did not make a very good list either, i was asked to go back to the same isle to grab this and that...ugh.

Mon: Today. instead of staying in front of the pc (which i missed during weekends) i curled up in my bed and took a nap. i really wish that this year's reunion wouldn't be held here, it has been chaotic for the past 2 months and all i want is to be left alone in the house, without someone calling out asking for a pitcher of water, asking for money to buy this and that, calling out just to say that our dogs got out, hearing the dogs bark because my aunt's friends are outside and wants to come in and make our house a one stop shop.

I JUST WANT PEACE AND QUIET!!!!

i've been living in hell for roughly three months now. why did my dad just have to make a sudden decision to have a renovation in our front yard, hire three slow pokes to do the work, fire them and hire another three that are being babied by my aunt.

waste of money, waste of time.

sorry, my lens is not that cut out for distant subjects.

a while ago, dad asked me to look up in the sky and check if there's an eclipse going on. i didn't know about it until he told me. so i went outside first, then i went to the balcony hoping i'd get closer :| and as you can see, the images have to much noise because i was a higher ISO. from time to time i go up to my brother's room to see the changes, it was no good since it was gloomy for these past days and this night is no exception.

i wonder if anyone actually saw how the moon turned blood red today.

oh my gad!

kinakalawang na ko, naduduleng na ko sa html codes. i.need.practice.

demmit!

since my days were so unproductive and the only accomplishment i ever had is to level up on several apps in facebook, i will be making a travel blog.

it's either a new page in my tumblr account or here in blogspot.

yes i'm broke and unemployed but one day i'll be traveling just like my mom :))

project bloggie starts now.

the girl who always gets her ankle sprained, bwahahaa! is confined at ust hospital for having UTI...ewh :)))

missing: zaidee manalo!!

i get to visit ust after a year and what with the gigantic stadium?! a lot has changed, the stupid "Ate Eva's Grill" changed it's logo and expanded..tsk tsk. no more "rice capades", hello to "greenwich", no more "Bean Hopper's" etc.

after our stay at kate's room, we rushed to Taft so i can finally get my diploma. ms roxanne said she won't be releasing my transcript since i didn't attend the TESDA assessment/exam (dad help me out!)

your guys said that it's not a requisite for me to graduate, and the test is simply to earn a certificate that can be used overseas if ever. why won't you cut me some slack!!!